I want to prove that there is always hope for every single person to beat this no matter what has gone in the past and how dark and impossible it may seem right now.
Below is my thread from way back in May 2010 after a 90 day AF stint and an attempt to moderate. It was a disaster. Despite all the support I received from friends here only one person can finally call enough and mean it.
I have posted a link as a reminder myself this cannot continue, finally it stops.
I have been planning my escape for a while now right down to the very day Jan 1st 2017. But stopping a daily habit that has gone on for a long long time and taking in, I estimate, about 100+ units a week is never going to be plain sailing. I have failed so many times in the past and know only too well what hurdles are ahead of me. At the moment it's all good and I am looking no further than sunset today. I will face tomorrow when it arrives, armed with the knowledge I have gathered over the years and a grim determination not to continue what can be only described as a slow suicide.
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