Pauly - I second Cowboy's sentiments. I believe he's also completely filled with peace as he watches and hears you. No pain, no anger or unresolved anything. I've had similar "sibling tiffs" with my brother and, if even remembered, they bring a bit of a smile now. Do whatever you need to do now (always): work, cry, laugh, eat, sleep, walk, you know. Grieving is so hard at any time - and so much more meaningful and navigable sober. (I was a newbie when my dad died 3years ago. I'm so much more grateful for that fact now vs. then. Such a gift to deal with all the emotions.)
Take care sweet lady. You are loved.
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