I feel terrible...

[Guest]

I feel terrible...

Jas, can't tell you how many many many many many times I have picked my poorly battered self up ...full of scrapes and bruises that I can't recall how I got, LITERALLY, to only promises myself while hugging the toilet once again that I will NEVER do this again because I am just simply to smart for this STUPID, STUPID act...yet later that same day I would eb right back at it....JUST DO NOT GIVE UP!!!!! Never give up...I 2 1/2 months AF now and I feel GREAT! Never thought I'd see the day. Ask these folks...I was a MESS when I found MWO. Just keep coming here, reading, posting...even if you are drinking, keep coming...this ISN'T a site for ONLY IF you STOP....we are judging anyone. We all have ups and downs. And we have all been there. I wish you the best!!!!! HUGS to you...

[Change]

I feel terrible...

My sister committed suicide and i drank for comfort and to relieve the pain. I guess what i am trying to say, if i can get over it, then you can.

[Pisces]

I feel terrible...

Hi again,

and thanks again all for your support.

I'm taking the baby steps, and have been 2 days af, so feeling ok, but I'm scared too, a slip up is always around the corner for me. But your great advice and honesty is helping me so much. and I know that I'm not the only one that has pain that I'm trying to come to grips with.

And I know I'm not as bad off as some of you in the pain stakes, you truly are inspiring, thanks again.

Love Jas xx

[Change]

I feel terrible...

Yeah i know, i've got to get off the pain-trip.
:tsk:

[karbihere]

I feel terrible...

Hi all love to read all the posts for me today havent had a drink again in almost two months and STILL feel like a loser and useless, Im in alot of trouble got a dui in april in another state that I was moving from now Im here in a new state( engaged) I know absolutely no one other then the neighbors. Have no license just flat out SCARED but sober today and that is a really big thing for me I hear the saying just dont drink and everything will get better?

[diamond]

I feel terrible...

Pisces well done you are getting there slow but sure just like the rest of us.

Karbihere - congratulations on engagement, you are doing well just keep thinking positive not negative and you will get there.

[rachel28]

I feel terrible...

u ok jas, all ok how u doin, all good hopefully xxxxxxx