I am still here and I have 5 years and 2 months hard fought for sobriety!! I am going the mother of all divorces where he is trying to annihilate me but I am still standing strong and sober whilst keeping the businesses afloat!!
I had a really weird one yesterday ...I was on the last day of a camping trip and I was given a can of mango peach & lime fizz. We were using up everything rather than take it home!
I thought it tasted really funky, but I put that down to the chemical taste of the peach. It was bloody awful!! and seeing as my friend was sat next to me, it felt rude to just pour it on the grass......
I’d nearly finished it when I saw it was cider !!! Fruit flavoured effing cider !!! With a huge picture of the fruits and the word cider in small print.
I was freaked !! And now I knew why it tasted bloody funky !! FFS!!
It messed with my head for hours, I’d unknowingly drank alcohol!!!
But on the plus side it utterly repulsed me to my very core and made feel so unclean.
I now know alcohol and I are truly finished. So I still have 5 years and 2 months sobriety and I am so proud of that!!
Love to you all and I hope your journey is heading towards sobriety of you haven’t yet found it. It is the most amazing place to Be. And I struggled so badly, Al took me to hell and back. It so very nearly killed me, literally.
Blessed Be to you all, and sending love xxx
Sent from my iPhone so please forgive all odd typos
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