1 month ago today I was hungover and regretting drinking the night before. The final straw was when I nearly fell asleep at a memorial service for a tenant that had passed away. I could not believe that I almost fell asleep and was still mad at myself for drinking the night before even though I had promised to stay sober. I should not have gone to that party but I went anyways.
But now a month into my quit and life is better. I do not feel the obsession of having my next drink. Yes I have cravings and urges to drink but I know that with time they will die down. Course its easy now to say no since all the liquor stores are closed and no al is being sold, but I know that once this is all over I will not be drinking. I love the sober life way more then a few hours of a drunk life before it turns to crap and I waste the next day hungover/trying to stay awake because I got poor sleep due to the alcohol.
Thank you everyone who helped me to be where I am today. A special thanks goes out to [MENTION=7678]abc[/MENTION]cowboy that has always believed in me and [MENTION=8356]Lavande[/MENTION] and to everyone who has helped me to get to this point again. This time, I won't cave in.
But now a month into my quit and life is better. I do not feel the obsession of having my next drink. Yes I have cravings and urges to drink but I know that with time they will die down. Course its easy now to say no since all the liquor stores are closed and no al is being sold, but I know that once this is all over I will not be drinking. I love the sober life way more then a few hours of a drunk life before it turns to crap and I waste the next day hungover/trying to stay awake because I got poor sleep due to the alcohol.
Thank you everyone who helped me to be where I am today. A special thanks goes out to [MENTION=7678]abc[/MENTION]cowboy that has always believed in me and [MENTION=8356]Lavande[/MENTION] and to everyone who has helped me to get to this point again. This time, I won't cave in.
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