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[Bella]

Hello. I thought I would check in tonight. i havent been on the boards at all lately. I've just not felt myself. Not sure why. I went to the DR today and have stopped the antiDs. Maybe its that. I'm feeling very woeful generally and to top it all, my dads lovely big german shepherd- Casper had to be put to sleep this afternoon. I went round to say goodbye and his eyes said it all- he had had enough and it was time to go. But even though he was in pain he still made his way over to me and offered me his back to scratch, he loves that. He was only 6 yrs but became full of cancer very quickly. How I can sob and sob over a dog - I don't know but it is so very sad.

I had a friend over to stay at the weekend and I drank a few glasses. I felt really guilty as usual but I'm over it now and have got back to my normal routine again.

I always seem to post to all of you when i am feeling down. You probably think what a miserable cow she is. I'm not .....but I could do with some friendly people to cheer me up. thanks.

Bella xxx

[Guest]

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Bella, your beautiful, not a miserable cow. That's the hormones talking! I am so sorry you lost Casper today. Cry to your hearts content. He was special and you loved him. Hope your Dad is doing alright as well.
Hugs
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[buckledown]

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so sorry to hear of your dog .. arent animals just amazing...i have lost 2 dogs and the recovery is so hard....i have been feeling the blues too and dont know whether to denote it to my anti depression meds(i quit too) or the AF days...I am here for you if you want to chat....Glad to see you here...keep your chin up...:l buckle

[hablur]

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Heya Bella,

I am glad you logged on and posted. I understand that there are days that just go to the pots. I am sorry to hear about Casper. I hate it when pets die. I am relieved he is out of pain though. Cheer up and know we are here for ya. I wish you a better evening. Maybe you can rent a good movie or something and have some popcorn Soemthing to get your mind off of things.

[lushy]

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Hope you start feeling better Bella. You are undergoing a lot of hormonal changes and then to go off antidepressants, that can really throw you for a loop. So sorry about the dog too. That is very sad. Hope you start feeling cheerier soon.

[diamond]

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Bella,
it's normal to be sad and you are normal.

I cried when a friend's horse had to be put down and I only saw the horse once !!!

Cheer upif u can we all think of u, xx

[Kitty]

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Bella so sorry about the doggie, sending you and your pop's a hug. Hope you're feeling better soon.


Kitty

[paula]

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Hi Bella,
sorry your not feeling good. You sound depressed,did your dr.take you off the antids?
if you stop taking them suddenly you can become depressed.
Losing your pet is like losing a family member, anybody would be upset. Hope you feel
better soon, your not miserable, just human.

[Bella]

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Thankyou, i needed your kindness. sometimes I feel so lonely inside. I always hide my real feelings as i dont want people close to me to probe about things. To answer your question Paula, I have been seeing the DR every 2 weeks and gradually weaning off the anti-Ds. He has said to come back sooner if I feel myself slipping but i cant take pills when I'm pregnant, its not good for the baby. I am determined to keep on top of my life. thanks everyone. Bella xxx

[diamond]

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There must be some tablets you can take in pregnancy?

I was on anti-d's then got to highest dose of prozac and it didn't touch me so I came off and now I have to try and do it myself, so I know how you feel. I was wondering whether to try herbal like st.john's wort but I don't know if u can tke it in pregnncy?

Love Diamond x

[paula]

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Bella take all of the help on offer from your gp, your hormones are all over the place.
Antids, should be used with caution. St Johns Wort is supposed to be like a natural
Prozac, but not to be used in pregnancy. Maybe your gp. could get you to see a
counsellor.
Best of luck and keep posting.x

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Bella so sorry to hear you are sad, but glad to hear from you. Do you know what the baby is yet?

[Guest]

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Awww Bella,
Sorry you`ve not been feeling too good and sorry about Casper - must be awful -my wee dog is like my wee baby.

Can`t remember who, but someone posted recently about a natural antidepressant-maybe if you look into it you could take something like that if it wouldn`t harm the baby-perhaps your doc could advise.

Hope you`re feeling better soon.

And no, you`re not a miserable cow..............that`s ME!!! lol

Starlight Impress

[psychmommy]

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Hi Bella. . . I always enjoy your posts and hearing about your pregnancy. I was on antidepressants for both my pregnancies (before they had the latest research) and I was still incredibly moody and depressed. I think it's the hormones. I know that doesn't help as there's nothing you can do, but do realize it's normal. You're doing great!!! Just try to keep in mind how precious that life growing inside you is and how amazing you are for battling all your demons for the sake of your baby. Hang in there!

[lucky 2.0]

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oh bella,

i can sob like there is no tomorrow over your doggy and my doggy and all doggies. i am so very sorry!!! i am sure you provide doggy with a great life and lots of love.