Relevant to us... I weaned off the topamax last week ..was just at 75mg struggling with dopa & insom...I just could not afford either of those two effects with so much to do..
I was too exhausted to drink much & as hostess was like a dizzy top swirling from catering to family to collapsing deck (yes ! no one hurt) to giving orders to these babe JDs for when to ....everything ..put out food, build fire, light tikis, ...on..on
I think I had about 3-4 diluted sitting around vodka & orange juices... no time...finally got to enjoy my fire pit very very late/early AM...
So ... I guess I want to report that I really feel so clean & good from not taking the topamax. Like I have my body back. And I love it !the clean feeling!. I really hated that feeling from the topamax.
HOWEVER....I am well aware that I will most likely drift back to drinking vodka ..so when I go back on the topa this time I must have a different plan. For me I think I must exercise much much more than I did before. I am too physical. As some know I was not on the abstinence path -- & still drank wine in eve -- but like normal person -- I was still proud.
I think one of the super features of this program is the jump start that it gives you in changing habits/behavior. You know they say takes 30 days to adopt new habit/behavior...for sure I did that.
I am going to re-org my supp plan & cds.. & have not quite decided yet on the topa
Anyway...So I am open to advice, cautions, ideas.....
Also wondering if anyone one can relate to the "feeling clean" feeling...
Sorry to be so long winded..
Regards to all,
Chrysa
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