Sleep, Glorious Sleep
One of the main reasons I drank like a yellow sponge was to pass out, to avoid that lying in bed time of thinking, of trying to go to sleep.
Too many demons visited then. Ah, the mighty demon. One should feel peaceful and safe at night in their own bed, not afraid of what's going on in their own bloody head.
My psyc. doctor prescribed Seroquel, an antipsycotic (!) in a very low dose, not for that purpose,surprise, but because one of it's side effects is drowsiness. Works like a charm. I no longer have to worry about sleep or about getting there and this was a big help in staying clean. It was a great help with the anxiety too.
Satori, a slip, is a slip, is a slip, nothing more. First steps are good. You and morrison look like a good pair! But a trio, with Square pants, now.....I can hear the music now.
My best to all three of you, you can do this!
Keep smiling too,
magic xx
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