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    #31
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    Sleep, Glorious Sleep

    One of the main reasons I drank like a yellow sponge was to pass out, to avoid that lying in bed time of thinking, of trying to go to sleep.

    Too many demons visited then. Ah, the mighty demon. One should feel peaceful and safe at night in their own bed, not afraid of what's going on in their own bloody head.

    My psyc. doctor prescribed Seroquel, an antipsycotic (!) in a very low dose, not for that purpose,surprise, but because one of it's side effects is drowsiness. Works like a charm. I no longer have to worry about sleep or about getting there and this was a big help in staying clean. It was a great help with the anxiety too.

    Satori, a slip, is a slip, is a slip, nothing more. First steps are good. You and morrison look like a good pair! But a trio, with Square pants, now.....I can hear the music now.

    My best to all three of you, you can do this!

    Keep smiling too,

    magic xx
    ~Are you looking for the Holy One?
    I am in the next seat.
    My shoulder is against yours. ~Kabir

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      #32
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      Quote 'Well - as usual Betty B. was my guardian angel and made me come back here.' ..........

      Satori love, I'm no guardian angel, I'm a mad stalker LOL

      Love & Hugs, BB xx
      sigpicXXX

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        #33
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        morrison;156149 wrote: Robert Smith, that made me laugh. I never realized it before, but sponge Bob looks like a bad liver. I really hope you aren't yellow, and you were just having fun. I remember people were telling me I looked yellow at one time. I was eating Loratabs, and drinking like a fish. How dumb is that?!! Anyway, the yellow went away when I laid off. Nothing ruins the liver like pills mixed with booze. Hope you are truly well.

        Satori. I know what you mean about the frustration of starting up again. I was certain I was done for good. No, I was POSITIVE I was done for good. That is why it is frustrating to start up. I relate to the "social situations" as well. Summer time in my neighborhood is one big party. There is always a get together at one of the houses for barbeque's and some volleyball. Everybody starts cracking beers extra early on Saturday and Sunday morning. I just can't resist. I hate being the only sober one. I know I need new friends, but its tough to find "normal" people out here in Vegas. Yes, there I go making excuses again. Lets face it, we don't have reasons to drink, just excuses. Lets quit that shit right now, okay. I'm ready. Lets do this. :thumbs:
        Morrison,
        I do look like a deased liver.nfire: I'm not yellow yet but I am working on it.
        It's funny that I can have a beer on the weekend during the day and that's it. I quite often want the second but will myself not to. When I do have the second one , which I have on
        occasion done I still stop there but it ruins my day as I get too lazy to do anything else .
        Don't get between me and the nightly habit though, that is a different story.

        Hey you guys should be happy for obstaining for extended periods. Well I guess I did too
        10 yrs ago or more, when I would go for a year without a drink. Now days I find it difficult to even think about going a day without my old friend.

        Speaking of old friends. You think the sponge soaks it up you should see what my buddy Patrick puts away?? Psssst............I think he has wet brain syndrome!!

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          #34
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          betty boop;156174 wrote: Quote 'Well - as usual Betty B. was my guardian angel and made me come back here.' ..........

          Satori love, I'm no guardian angel, I'm a mad stalker LOL

          Love & Hugs, BB xx
          And you should see her naked...................... WOW:happy:

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            #35
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            Men that's all you got on your mind - naked women !! Poor Betty she never asked for any of this !!!!! LOL
            I feel as though it's all happening to someone right next to me.
            I'm close, I can feel it, I can hear it, but it isn't really me.

            Marilyn Monroe

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              #36
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              Satori, don't listen to this, I'm sweet and innocent as you well know ....
              sigpicXXX

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                #37
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                She could use some time on the river though... the poor thing needs a tan!:H

                (Take it from the "Lil Coppertone girl!")
                The only thing worth stealing is a kiss...:flower: zwink:

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                  #38
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                  Pineapple

                  Sponge - were you ever in the Merch?
                  Gonnabee not Wannabee

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                    #39
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                    diamond;156197 wrote: Men that's all you got on your mind - naked women !! Poor Betty she never asked for any of this !!!!! LOL
                    Hey don't blame me, she's the one that posted about her being up for sale on ebay and that she was naked. I'm mean comon the sponge is only , well, just a sponge.

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                      #40
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                      Satori ......

                      Hope that you still respect me after this .........

                      BB xx
                      sigpicXXX

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                        #41
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                        Hmmm - "sweet and Innocent" in one post and a self confessed "mad stalker" in another.

                        And what's this? - now I hear rumours of nakedness on eBay!

                        Betty .......





                        things just get better and better

                        You can stalk me ANYTIME!

                        Satori
                        xxx
                        "Though there are many paths at the foot of the mountain - all those who reach the top see the same moon - as any fule kno"

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