I have spent countless hours sobbing in vain,
Thinking about how im washing my life down the drain,
why have i felt like i dont belong
why do i always end up in the wrong
why do the thoughts that go round in my head
end up never being said
how can i make this ache go away
so that the good in me can come out an play,
so many times i ve stood on the brink,
And its all because of the bloody drink,
So many times my hearts been ripped in two,
Gettin drunk is all ive known how to do,
T o ease the pain that i keep locked up inside,
The bottle bein the only 1 in whom i confide,
When Drunk the tears never seem to sting so bad,
Others just assume you are completly mad,
Cos the problem every 1 else can see,
Every one that is except for me,
Ive always coped with things in my own special way,
Drowning in a bottle day by day,
I ve choosen to ignore my body screaming the warning,
Cos for my lost ruined life i ve been in mourning,
Bloody hell im only 28, time to try an sort it out,
my body is tierd of having to shout,
I WANT a life complete an good ,
The life i ve never dreamed i would ,
I feel like im on the way to getting somewhere,
So thanks to you all for showing you care,
With the help from all you guys,
I think ive stoped telling myself so many lies,
I can see a new road up ahead,
I just need to stop dwelling on the past life ive lead,
An look ahead to a life thats new an right,
I know its gonna b a different kind of fight,
So thank u all for helping me,
U have all made things much clearer to see,
So thank u to each an all,
I hope soon i can walk head high straight an tall,
I ve got a glint in my eye,
An everday seems less of a sigh,
when i think of the way i got to go ,
I know soon my true colours will begin to show,
dont know if it makes sense, but u get the gist, a big thanks, xxxxx:h
Thinking about how im washing my life down the drain,
why have i felt like i dont belong
why do i always end up in the wrong
why do the thoughts that go round in my head
end up never being said
how can i make this ache go away
so that the good in me can come out an play,
so many times i ve stood on the brink,
And its all because of the bloody drink,
So many times my hearts been ripped in two,
Gettin drunk is all ive known how to do,
T o ease the pain that i keep locked up inside,
The bottle bein the only 1 in whom i confide,
When Drunk the tears never seem to sting so bad,
Others just assume you are completly mad,
Cos the problem every 1 else can see,
Every one that is except for me,
Ive always coped with things in my own special way,
Drowning in a bottle day by day,
I ve choosen to ignore my body screaming the warning,
Cos for my lost ruined life i ve been in mourning,
Bloody hell im only 28, time to try an sort it out,
my body is tierd of having to shout,
I WANT a life complete an good ,
The life i ve never dreamed i would ,
I feel like im on the way to getting somewhere,
So thanks to you all for showing you care,
With the help from all you guys,
I think ive stoped telling myself so many lies,
I can see a new road up ahead,
I just need to stop dwelling on the past life ive lead,
An look ahead to a life thats new an right,
I know its gonna b a different kind of fight,
So thank u all for helping me,
U have all made things much clearer to see,
So thank u to each an all,
I hope soon i can walk head high straight an tall,
I ve got a glint in my eye,
An everday seems less of a sigh,
when i think of the way i got to go ,
I know soon my true colours will begin to show,
dont know if it makes sense, but u get the gist, a big thanks, xxxxx:h
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