I have had a pretty stressful afternoon that was supposed to be fun, my autistic daughter and I went to the park for Fiesta Friday, it had a Mexican theme and they were going to have music, Mexican food, arts and crafts, etc. We have a very nice private park here.
Nothing went as planned as is to be expected when you have an autistic child. Anything can happen, it can be a great day or a horrible day. I took her there about 45 minutes before everything was to start.
She loves to be on the swing so I had her on there for about 45 minutes. Then she burst into tears for no reason. She kept crying for her Big Bird but she was holding him on the swing. When my dad took her out of the swing she grabbed my hand and escorted me out of the park. I never got my taco that I was looking forward to all day. Friday is pizza night at home and I had ordered a pizza and had it delivered to my house before we even went to the park.
We came home and she did not want her pizza, she kept saying "bee, bee, bee" which meant she wanted to watch a Baby Bumblebee dvd (special dvds for autistic kids), which I put on but that upset her too. She ended up having cereal for dinner and within this 2 hour time period I developed canker sores in my mouth. Is this from stress or from booze or both? I have not been good with the drinking lately because I still have that eye issue and am afraid to take my meds and have just been plain bad. So on top of having red eyes that won't stop tearing now my mouth feels like it is on fire and my child is making me really sad. PLus I am crying so that is not helping my eyes. Makes me wonder if all the crying I do has messed with my eyes.
She is asleep now and I cannot even eat because it hurts too much. I googled canker sore remedies and causes, nothing mentions booze as a cause but a treatment is a tea bag because it has tannin in it, which wine also does, so I opted for the wine instead of the tea. I am not drunk because it hurts too much to drink it as quickly as I normally would to be perfectly honest.
Anyway I had a shitass day but wondering if anyone else gets canker sores more than they think they should. I am an absolute stresscase all the time so I am not surprised I have them or get them every few months or so but I don't want mouth cancer because I drink. Just looking for some feedback here. I am in so much f-ing pain and sick of everything right this minute. Thanks. At least Federer and Roddick won today.
Nothing went as planned as is to be expected when you have an autistic child. Anything can happen, it can be a great day or a horrible day. I took her there about 45 minutes before everything was to start.
She loves to be on the swing so I had her on there for about 45 minutes. Then she burst into tears for no reason. She kept crying for her Big Bird but she was holding him on the swing. When my dad took her out of the swing she grabbed my hand and escorted me out of the park. I never got my taco that I was looking forward to all day. Friday is pizza night at home and I had ordered a pizza and had it delivered to my house before we even went to the park.
We came home and she did not want her pizza, she kept saying "bee, bee, bee" which meant she wanted to watch a Baby Bumblebee dvd (special dvds for autistic kids), which I put on but that upset her too. She ended up having cereal for dinner and within this 2 hour time period I developed canker sores in my mouth. Is this from stress or from booze or both? I have not been good with the drinking lately because I still have that eye issue and am afraid to take my meds and have just been plain bad. So on top of having red eyes that won't stop tearing now my mouth feels like it is on fire and my child is making me really sad. PLus I am crying so that is not helping my eyes. Makes me wonder if all the crying I do has messed with my eyes.
She is asleep now and I cannot even eat because it hurts too much. I googled canker sore remedies and causes, nothing mentions booze as a cause but a treatment is a tea bag because it has tannin in it, which wine also does, so I opted for the wine instead of the tea. I am not drunk because it hurts too much to drink it as quickly as I normally would to be perfectly honest.
Anyway I had a shitass day but wondering if anyone else gets canker sores more than they think they should. I am an absolute stresscase all the time so I am not surprised I have them or get them every few months or so but I don't want mouth cancer because I drink. Just looking for some feedback here. I am in so much f-ing pain and sick of everything right this minute. Thanks. At least Federer and Roddick won today.
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