Actually I had an amazing first day after listening to the 'clearing' CD.
I have been buzzing ever since.
My story (briefly): married for 10 years and we were the best of mates too; tried for children for 6 years and 3 IVF attempts. Fell preg but miscarried at 3 months. Fell naturally with son and then daughter 7 months after his birth.
Children were 2 & 3 when he confessed to a year long affair. I left with the kids, that was 10 years ago now.
Children are 12 & 13 and are exceling, youngest has been awarded School Captain/Leader this year and I am often praised on their achievements.
But it has been a long road of heavy drinking to mask feelings, or to feel numb I suppose.
Most days I was unconscious due to drinking close to 4 litres of wine a day. Yes, that is true.
In the past 10 years I have not had an AF day ever, even if sick in bed with a flu.
I have re-married a supportive and wonderful man who has been an angel, but has had to put up with my insecurities and doubts due to my past marriage.
And of course, drinking does not help in any way.
I have still been drinking, not in the capacity as before, but still too much.
I had a seizure 6 years ago and spent a week in hospital with facial bruising and heavily medicated.
I still would have an afternoon drink and a few after dinner.
But I found MWO site (and I can't think how I came across it, but some things just do happen for a reason).
I knew it was a bit of money to outlay to purchase the CD's and Kudzu (and shipping to Australia), but I did buy it, and was looking forward to receiving it and to get going.
After the 'clearing' CD I literally skipped around the house, absolutely buzzing with a refreshed head and mind.
My husband arrived home and the look on his face. I had not told him I was trying this self hypnotherapy treatment. I knew he was whispering to himself "I hope this works...".
So over the past 2 weeks, I have religiously listened to the CD's and I feel like 20 years have been removed. My disappointments from my mother & father have faded and each day are words I cannot describe.
I still have a glass of wine with dinner, but I tip the next glass down the sink and choose to go to sleep with my husband. He loves the fact I am doing this, this is the biggest change in me.
I think the Kudzu has also affected me, making me feel tired and not craving a wine around bedtime, usually I would have 3 or 4,5,6 for the road to get to sleep. Now I am the first in bed at 8.30pm.
Just wanted to share my story and how the hypotherapy and Kudzu have changed my life after such a short period. Cannot wait for another few weeks.
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