Hi! Still new, still shy. Wonder why? 1 day dry!
Thought I'd post again. Thanks for all your replies on my first thread, still seems kinda strange to be talking to anonymous strangers about problems. I'll keep at it though because right now, I have little other support and I know I need it.
Spent this morning on the dreaded job search beginnings. I feel so stupid for giving up on my job last week but I fell into an emotional hole and made impulsive decisions that I can't change now. Agh! Sort of like knowing that it was the right decision in the completely wrong time. We are now in so much stress with regard to money and that doesn't help in an already stressful situation!
It's my birthday soon and I don't feel like celebrating at all. Started inviting people to my party ages ago and now I just have to do it. Feel in some way it might be good though, I have isolated myself from my close friends for quite a while. Mainly due to my drinking habits. Must try and enjoy it, it's a big one!!
Thought I'd post again. Thanks for all your replies on my first thread, still seems kinda strange to be talking to anonymous strangers about problems. I'll keep at it though because right now, I have little other support and I know I need it.
Spent this morning on the dreaded job search beginnings. I feel so stupid for giving up on my job last week but I fell into an emotional hole and made impulsive decisions that I can't change now. Agh! Sort of like knowing that it was the right decision in the completely wrong time. We are now in so much stress with regard to money and that doesn't help in an already stressful situation!
It's my birthday soon and I don't feel like celebrating at all. Started inviting people to my party ages ago and now I just have to do it. Feel in some way it might be good though, I have isolated myself from my close friends for quite a while. Mainly due to my drinking habits. Must try and enjoy it, it's a big one!!
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