I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

[Janice]

Okay, its mid afternoon and I've finished a boyyler of red - thats okay cosi I',,m in on me own and there;s no-one to worry bout. Been looking on google for a good psych9c medium in Kent - can anyojne help?

[Doggygirl]

I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

Janice are you OK??? Please talk to us.

DG

[Janice]

I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

What dop you think?

[hart]

I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

Oh sweetheart. Have u eaten today?

[Doggygirl]

I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

Well, it's obvious you are not OK so I apologize for that silly question. I want to do something to comfort you and I'm not sure what. I hope more friends arrive soon. My heart is out to you.

DG

[Janice]

I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

Yeh I have - I just want to talk to him. How sad is it when I have to to type into a computer to talk to someone about how I* feel?

[Popeye]

I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

Janice.
That's why we're here.

[ducky]

I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

Hi Janice,

Sorry you are still feeling down. Having lost both of my parents last summer (I think I shared that with you) I know how you are feeling. It is going to take a while, for sure, but please try to take care of yourself. Think of what you might advise someone in your position. You have been very strong in the past and you will be again.

And don't feel bad typing away to us. We are all in the same boat my dear.

I remember when you started your journey the first time and had some temptation. I think some of us gave you ideas of what to do instead of drinking. Maybe you could try some of those things again? The alcohol might numb the pain for a bit but you know it will make you feel worse in the long term. You are a smart lady.

Please hang in there and keep in touch with us. You have lots of friends here and even if we are in cyberspace we are REAL.

hugs

[Janice]

I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

thank you. I just miss him. My husbands away till tomorro. My daughters at her boysfriebnd ad mysons at work. IOms upporsed to be gardening. Theres no-one else I can ring tor talk to . I'm sorry, everyone has ther3e own problems, I know I will sort this out I suppose its just early days. Thank you for caring MwP. jANICEX

[Janice]

I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

Thank you Ducky.

[Janice]

I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

Thank you everyone, I do apologise, I will e back on trqack tomorrow, promosexxx

[beatle]

I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

hello-- are you still there? We're here. So what's going on?

[Janice]

I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

No, I'm fine just a blip - I'm okay. I've had a bottle of red since 1clock. Thats oaky, spreasd over a few hours./ not had that much in one go for a while. I'm alright, gonna splah my face as my daughter is due in in 20 minutes. I will be right as rain.

[Popeye]

I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

Nothing to apologise for.
You're having a hard time, maybe the hardest. I understand what you're going through, honestly.

Take care.

[ducky]

I know I've had too much, sorry dad!

Janice, please do not feel you are sorry. That is the purpose of this whole site, to give each other support. And allow yourself plenty of time to grieve. It is going to take a lot of time, but it gets just a tiny bit less painful as time passes. It's okay and necessary to let yourself feel the pain. Have a good cry when you need to. But try to work some distractions into the mix too. Post here and read here. Get a new book to read. Go for a walk. Make yourself do an hour of gardening...(not today)...etc.

We are here for you.

Maybe you could look into a grief support group (dont' know if that's what it is called) or talk to a clergy if you are religious? If your support network is limited to your small family perhaps you can try to enlarge it?

What are you going to do tonight (I think it's almost evening for you)? Can you make a nice meal or rent a movie?