I thought I would give this a try as I have tried everything {well almost} , to shake the grip Jose' has on me.Oh I can go a day or 2 maybe even 5 if I'm lucky. But it's always back to the same ol deal. A 2 day binge here and a 2 day binge there. I love rollercoasters but I hate this one.Its like I get out a gun and play russian roulette with my life every time I drink. Yet why? Thats a stupid game.And I don't consider myself stupid.Weak..........I guess that is it. I feel like I have gone from hero to zero. I have a lovely life,and have so much to be thankful for.Yet my drinking makes me feel like I am just throwing it all away,physically and mentally.I have been drinking socially for about 35 years with the last few years gaining the weight and lack of energy.Just not for me.But I need help.
I thought I would see if some interaction with others in the same kind of sailboat as me, would help get me thru those inevitable happy hours that have just wore me out time after time.I read some of your stories and its like scenes from my own life.
So I will see if I have found the yellow brick road.And I don't mean the Jose Cuervo Gold road. Loli Loli
Obviously I'm not a cave woman as it isn't easy.
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