Hi Kyna,
I can strongly relate to the denial. I was adamant that I wouldn`t give up my wine completely, so I was hell-bent on trying to moderate. Unfortunately, after 6 weeks of mods, I found myself back drinking just as heavily as before.........loving both the taste and buzz of wine as I do, I was doomed to fail.I stubbornly resisted going AF, until I finally had to accept that AF was the only viable option for someone like myself.
However, there are loads of people successfully moderating here........I admire them enormously, but simply cannot do it myself. I think we know very quickly when attempting mods whether or not we can maintain it.
Am almost a month AF now........hasn`t always been easy, but I`m happy.
Wishing you well with the doc`s appointment.
Love and strength to you,
Starlight Impress x
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