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Hello Everyone,
Made it through the weekend. Going on day 5 af, trying not to get to confident, because that is when I usually cave in. Back in April I made it 8 days, then couldn't take it anymore - how sad. Ofcourse I wasn't posting on this site and I didn't have such wonderful people to talk to that know exactly what I am going through.
I have a weekend away coming up with my hubby and I am starting to worry if I will be able to control myself. We are going to our house in Vermont where we have frineds who really like to drink - all night long. I am trying not to think so far ahead, but it just keeps popping up in my head. About five years ago I went somewhere between 4-6 weeks af and we went to our house in Vermont alone without the kids and I caved in, I thought to myself, well I made it this far without, I must have it under control. Went over to our friends had a beer, then another and another, etc... I don't want to do it this time. I am trying to fill our day with hiking and other stuff where alcohol is not an option. Again I know have got to stop thinking about it, until that day arrives.
Hope everyone had a great weekend!
Twosox
Hello Everyone,
Made it through the weekend. Going on day 5 af, trying not to get to confident, because that is when I usually cave in. Back in April I made it 8 days, then couldn't take it anymore - how sad. Ofcourse I wasn't posting on this site and I didn't have such wonderful people to talk to that know exactly what I am going through.
I have a weekend away coming up with my hubby and I am starting to worry if I will be able to control myself. We are going to our house in Vermont where we have frineds who really like to drink - all night long. I am trying not to think so far ahead, but it just keeps popping up in my head. About five years ago I went somewhere between 4-6 weeks af and we went to our house in Vermont alone without the kids and I caved in, I thought to myself, well I made it this far without, I must have it under control. Went over to our friends had a beer, then another and another, etc... I don't want to do it this time. I am trying to fill our day with hiking and other stuff where alcohol is not an option. Again I know have got to stop thinking about it, until that day arrives.
Hope everyone had a great weekend!
Twosox
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