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**Guest** · September 18, 2007, 05:51 PM

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Hi newjen and welcome.
I am so sorry to read of all the sadnesses in your life and can understand how all of this led you deeper and deeper into a world of drink.

You can get kudzu from Holland and Barrett in UK, although I have never used it, and the kudzu available through the health store at the site is of best quality.

Looking forward to getting to know you better.

Wishing you love and strength for your journey ahead,

Starlight Impress x

**Cinders** · September 18, 2007, 05:54 PM

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Newjen,

:welcome:

Your plight sounds so much like mine, only you are a much younger version of me. So you are trying to address it much sooner. Good for you!!

While I am not from the UK, and cannot tell you where to get Kudzu there, I can suggest very strongly you download RJ's book. That is truly your first step. There is much more to the plan than Kudzu and, of course, drugs alone are not all it takes.

Read the book, read the posts, post your questions and start on a journey to get your life back to where you are in control.

There will always be someone here to help.

Cindi

**paula** · September 18, 2007, 06:01 PM

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Hi Newjen and welcome.
Sounds as though you have had a really tough time. You have come to the right place.
Have you got the mwo book ?. I got kuzdo on the internet (ebay), you could also try
Holland and Barratt,they may have it, they do sell L glutomine, which is also good.
You could also try a Chinese herbalist shop. Frame of mind is also very important, and
sharing your problems/ worries on this site will help you.
Wishing you well .Paula.

**IAD** · September 18, 2007, 06:12 PM

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Newjen,
:welcome: It's crazy...we all think that nobody knows that we drink...boy did I find out I was wrong ! My son (he's 19) chewed me out one day telling me that you think that I don't know your drinking , but I do ! He also said "Dad I love you! Why are you doing this to yourself?" Well anyway, a lot of us are funtioning alcoholics....Do you know that we are the hardest working employees in our companies? Funny, huh? we are this way so that know one knows are secreat ! (of course if too far gone nothing will help). IAD

**Finding My Self** · September 18, 2007, 06:19 PM

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Newjen - ouch, you've seen some horrible times haven't you. Welcome to here though and you can find a way here... your Mum died from throat cancer...please stop so you don't have to to....there is such a link with that to drinking. Don't miss your kidlets grwoing up.

I got my Kudzu (drops) and L-Glut from my local health food shop in Cornwall so you should be ok in the UK for those. But I am sure the MWO store on line will have the best. But home brands will be a start! Apparently L-Glut works really fast if you break one open and put the powder under your tongue... for 'emergencies'! But these guys wll 'instruct' you much better than I can...

...Day by day is my motto.... Drink #1 goes on to being drunk so don't have it is my thinking. And it's built into 114 AF days now!! (Not bragging but just showing how they can build!!) So, if I can...YOU CAN!!

The best of luck and we're all here to support you through. Post and read lots.

Love FMF xx

**paula** · September 18, 2007, 06:20 PM

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I do so agree with you IAD. I function so efficiently at work, but when I get home
I can't hide it from my family.(don't need to at the moment, not drank for ages)
But of course I need to remain vigillant.
Paula.

**newjen** · September 18, 2007, 06:28 PM

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I am lucky my boys are too young and in bed and asleep when I drink ... BUT they suffer in the mornings I get up about 7.45 and have to fix breakfast, make sure they are washed, dressed and teeth cleaned and get them to school for 8.30 - never, to date, been late!!

**IAD** · September 18, 2007, 07:06 PM

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Newjen,
Were funtioning alcoholics ! We are the best working people in the World ! IAD

**Bluebell** · September 18, 2007, 07:17 PM

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It's not so much you get them to school on time so everything is okay with them.

I'll bet they do miss out on a lot of things, ie you with lots of energy and truly "there" for them. Take it from one who knows! I thought I was "getting away" with it all, as long as I had the kids in clean school clothes everyday, out the door by 8.30am, tea organised for them coming home and then get them into bed by 8.30pm. But, I tell you, what bloody hard work it was keeping a face on. It was hard work just trying to keep up with it all with a hangover and a feeling exhausted every day.

This is my last shot at stopping drinking. I am only on day 3 AF but, it feels good to get up at 6.30am, take the dog a little walk, have the kids lunchboxes organised, a good brekky ready for them by 7.30am, uniforms on and out by 8.20am. That gives them 10 extra minutes in the playground to get into their day at a nice relaxed pace after a bit of a catch up with their mates. Much better than rushing them around like a madwoman as I used to.

Hey, I am not saying nah nah nah nah nah, look at me, how good I am.....you just need to look back at my past posts. I just feel compelled to tell you, you are doing absolutely the right thing by quitting now. Life is soooo much easier not having to work so hard at being normal! Is there any chance you have a doctor who you can approach about your drinking. Believe me, it takes a lot of courage to do.... but it will change your and your family's lives.

Best of luck.

**MyHeartIsDrenchedInWine** · September 18, 2007, 11:25 PM

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Hi newjen, WELCOME!

**Hannah** · September 18, 2007, 11:48 PM

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Hi! Lots of good advice given to you here already, so will just add my own welcome, you have come to the right place! lLooking forward to getting to know you, and best of luck!

**ECHOME** · September 19, 2007, 12:29 AM

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HI newjen. Sorry you had to go through soooooo much. Everybody is so helpfull here. Thier kind words and wisdom has helped me very much the last few days. Keep writing and reading. You can do it!!! ECHOME

**bootcampbarbie** · September 19, 2007, 12:41 AM

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it is the being present that we miss out on. we are so busy trying to appear normal that we miss out on simply being present. how can we be present if we are hung over. so pretending just anyway you look at it just isn't fun. so good you are on the boards. best of luck. off to bed. but wow, sober would be so much more beneficial. kids are so very perceptive. they know everything. honestly, we never got away with a thing. we were just pretending. keep posting and welcome. one day at a time is the best way to begin.

**beatle** · September 19, 2007, 03:46 AM

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Welcome to here, newjen. You will find many people like you here... We get our kids to school on time, we are good (great) employees, as IAD says, we show the world a face of success.

But we have a problem, a BIG problem, and nobody who doesn't have the problem can ever understand how hard it is to overcome. So we meet here and try to tackle it together and get support from each other, from others who DO understand how hard it is.

And there are other things that will help, so read the book, take the supplements and see what else you can do to help you in this struggle. Oh, and of course, keep coming here.

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