Ashamed, but not enough to stop

[CaptJBean]

Ashamed, but not enough to stop

Read RJ's book... over and over again... buy the Vit's and the tapes... find the peace... you are here where you will find the most love and support... Believe me, there are no losers here... only winners and those on their way. I thought about you all day... and it was all good feelings...

[raoul]

Ashamed, but not enough to stop

Hi Rosamunde, and welcome. I can't really add anything to what the others have said, but I can only wish you well for the future. Try not to live in the past - as Starlight says we have all got scary things there - but try to learn from it to shape your future as that what counts now. Maybe I've got a bit of a cheek giving you my thoughts - things aint been too good lately - but I'm going to take some of my own advice and look to the things I can do something about. I hope things get resolved between you and your partner.

Best wishes,

Raoul

[karbihere]

Ashamed, but not enough to stop

Good morning to all. Great topic it totally applies to me. Rosa been there done that Been in and out of recovery and each time I go out it gets WORSE never better. I to suffer from bi polar and am a BIG drunk. I cant try to figure out which came first the chicken or the egg. I know today that I can not drink at all. For me to means DEATH!! I cant believe im still here after all the drunk episodes I have created. I lost my late husband thriteen years ago to booze ( driving drunk ) This is a killer monkey on my back. The people I have hurt and most of all MYSELF, Today I chose not to do that. I get to come to this website and read what people write. I know Im not alone I can not do this alone. Hang around here it surely will help you.