FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

[57Shelby]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hi My lovely Crackers!!!!! Just stopping in for a quick check before I go to bed. I have been outrageously tired this week. I know I have stayed up late a couple of nights, but I have been sleeping well. I don't know what is going on. I am going to be early tonight. To see if it helps.

Anyway, congrats to all of you for a job well done. It sounds like we are all doing well.

Kat- I agree with you on the dental Soap Opera. There is SO much drama out there. Luckily, I work with a great group. But, I have priceless stories. Maybe we should contact hollywood!!!!

On to day 12~

[Mad Mummy]

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Hi Crackers
Hey Evielou - WELL DONE! You're going so good. Teardrop you always will be an inspiration to me, your humour and down to earth wisdom is great to read. Is it 60 today???

Rustop you've been through an emotional time, be easy on yourself, you'll get back on plan I'm sure - just take it ODAT.

Love to all you others Sweetpea, Eastender, Luckalee, Shelby and Co!

Bx

[Eastender]

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Hi Firecrackers,

Have a busy day today. Mr East has not been too well so extra stuff to do!
Teardrop , 60 days today thats fantastic, I bet you feel great! Each winning day is what counts too! I know I feel that I have taken some power back, I do not feel that helplessness so often. I am still fully aware that it is there, lurking in the dark. Today its not dragging me in!

Take care love and strength to all!

Eastx

[rustop61]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hi Firecrackers

Wow, Teardrop :goodjob: you must be so proud of yourself. Hard won but you are winning. Sorry to hear about hubby East, know what bad patients men are. You sound great though.

I'm only on Day 4, have had days here and there in May but no long run since the funeral but I must admit I am beginning to feel better. The craving was there last night but I had an AF beer and it passed. Going to take it one day at a time. No long term plans, just striving to get as much AF time under my belt as possible.

Lukalee, Madmummy, Sweetpea, Evie, Spirit, Shelby, Cowgirl and anyone else I missed big hello.


Rustop

[happydog]

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60days AF!!!!!!!! thanks for your support.xxxxxxxxxx

Hi everyone,
Thanks everyone, its funny when you struggle with those Af days.... yes i still do sometimes except when it comes it like a big wave rushing over and over you it does not give you a chance to breath so i panic i get a bit overwelm by it. Anyway my head is above water now, so im feeling good inside.
Hope everyone is ok.x

Take Care
Love
Teardrop.x

[Eastender]

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Teardrop,
Just listened to "Lay your hands" three times,such great lyrics.

You are staying "one step ahead" and doing it on your own,the effort is all yours, MWO is the many hands helping you along "by your side", YOU HAVE "rediscovered your strength and doing it on your own".

People react so much better to Love affection and understanding, Bullying goes nowhere.

Eastx

[Eastender]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Evielou,

Congratulations on you 30 days that is a huge milestone.:goodjob: I wish you strength for your next 30 days!

Eastx

[happydog]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

East...Thank you. You know i was thinking the same thing about the hands as well. I feel that the song just got me through my bad urge. Well the other day was my last 1to1 sessions and i was just feeling at a lost end, like a lost sheep wondering about, anyway the good think is i still got my group sessions which will help me a lot. I think it was my worst urge or craving it just seem to not let me go and lasted for over a day and just makes you feel so low in youself as well.
Kat20...I think you got me mix up. no ones past away.
Evielou...thats a good move that you sign up on 30 more it does help me.
57shelby... it good when you start to sleeep well it does make a big differents even if you have a few late nights. nice to wake up with no hangover or just feeling tired.
Mad mummy...thank you i always love reading your post . just love your user name, i feel like that most days.
Rustop... well done on day4 AF, i think you know that the more af days we have under how belt the more stronger we get, keep it up.

Well to day im of for a pub lunch with old work friends i have not seen in over a year so im looking forward to meeting up with them and of couse the food just love a cavery. best pub food so far ive been to. I might go to wales tomorrow not sure yet my son wants to go in for a competition. I think its 3hours drive there and back. Still thinking about it i do like to support him in every way i can. He did a demo yesterday for teenage cancer which i thought was nice.

A Big Hello to all i have not mention. Have a good friday everyone.x

Love

Teardrop.x

[rustop61]

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Hi Firecrackers

Just wanted to wish you all a good week-end. I find week-ends the hardest so I have stocked up with AF beer and wine. The last few nights having that AF beer is what got me through. Too easy to turn to the real stuff.

Have a lot to catch up on painting etc. so hope to get a lot of it done this week-end. However, weather does not look too good today so we will see. Want to go and see the Sex in the City movie so might try and fit that in if its not nice out.

Have a great week-end everyone and stay strong.

Rustop

[happydog]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Where is everyone???????????? the weekend only just began, i hope the sweetpea express train is coming soon or not lift without me, if its anything like british rail i could be standing here for hours.:H

Take Care all firecrackers.:l

Love
Teardrop.x

[rustop61]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hi Teardrop and all Firecrackers

Dont think the Sweetpea express has left Teardrop just running slower than usual. Another beautiful morning and have already got my walk in and have just finished painting my front gate. One of those fiddly jobs that just has to be done but very time consuming. However, its now finished and I dont have to go near it for at least another year if not two, yeah!!

Hope everyone is having a good week-end. Managed to get through last night AF with the aid of Becks. Enjoy the rest of the week-end one and all.

Rustop

[Eastender]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

I am here Teardrop!

Mr East has been unwell,so not had a lot of time to get on computer for anything other than work last week or so.

I placed an order for more AF becks and cider,managing very well on it of late. I find that while I have a stock like Rustop says, it keeps AL away successfully.

Going to a BBQ tomorrow will be on my guard,maybe driving, so have my plan and excuses ready.
Feeling a little apprehensive this week have appointment at Hospital on thursday, wondering what the outcome is going to be..............Must worry on the day and not before!, my tendancy is to die a thousand deaths before it happens!

Have a great weekend everyone

Eastx

[57Shelby]

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Good Morning Everyone!!!!! Sorry to hear Mr. East is not feeling well. Hope it is nothing serious......

I posted earlier that I had an office outing that I was anxious about. I went amazingly well. I ordered my AF Beck's and everyone looked at me. I said I had made a pact with my friend who had been sober for 3 yrs, who was trying to get back into control. No problem...... When it came time to order the second round, my boss joined me in the AF Beck's and said, I drink this all the time at home. I think it was a relief for my boss. We always drink a lot at our outings and he feels responsible for us. He has a new baby at home, and we all had to drive at least 30-40 minutes back home. It changed the dynamics of the outing and I feel responsible for that and it feels GREAT!!!!!! We had a great time, to boot!!!!!!!

It is sunny, 80, low humidity here today, so I need to get my butt outside and do something. Maybe a nice long bike ride is in order, then a nap by the pool...... Housework can wait until tomorrow when it is raining.

Today is day 14 AF for me!!!!!!!!!! I feel Great! I am still amazed that I am happy, and don't miss it. I still have the cravings at witching hour, but for the most part I am doing really well. Thanks for all the support!!!!!!!

[sweetpea]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

:l Hi Everyone

Back from my travels without a computer close by :upset:

Not had time to read the posts but will catch up tomorrow

Love you all loads

Sweetpea xxxxxx :h

[57Shelby]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Boy, where is everyone today? I am surprised nobody has posted!!!! I just wanted to stop in before I went to bed to say hello, and to say I made it through day 15AF!!!! I am half way to 30....

Hope everyone had a good Sunday, Father's day, etc.

Shelby!