FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF
Morning all
Teardrop hope you are feeling better today - I have been thinking of you and sending loads of :l your way. Hope you managed to get the lights sorted out and the tree up
East hope the builders are making good progress and not making too much mess
Fjones so pleased you had a lovely dinner and stayed away from AL. Keep focused and stay proud of your achievement. We all know how hard it is so well done
DelphicAbstract good advice to Tear about seeking the company of people who see the best in her
SpiritGirl keep posting we are all here for each other so you never need to feel lonely or isolated. I know where you are coming from though - I can be in a room full of people and still feel as if i am the only person in the world. But since finding MWO I know that I have always got someone to talk to that knows how I am feeling
Ripple talking about people using our drinking problems against us really makes me feel mad - they have less than no idea what we are going through and the mixtures of shame and self loathing we go through because of our weakness in not being able to control the amount we drink. But in some cases it is people that drink really heavily that are the worst offenders - so I sometimes think they are trying to take the focus off their drinking habits by highlighting mine - it makes my blood boil BUT they obviously don't feel good about themselves to be so nasty. I could and never would do that to anyone else because I have been to hell and back because of AL. MWO is my saviour and I have had more AF time and have moderated my drinking when I do decide to have a drink. Something I could never have done before. SO thank you all my wonderful friends here
Rustop hope you are well and thanks
Still feeling pretty low with this viral/flu but am getting to feel a little better - I have felt absolutely lifeless and had no energy. Doctor has now put me on medication which seems to be making things a lot better. I was beginning to feel that my depression was rearing its ugly head again BUT thankfully not. It is so hard when you have suffered so chronically with depression not to think when you are feeling so low that it is coming back
On that note I better move myself and try and get some cleaning done and put some decorations up. Everything is such an effort at the moment but I am getting there
Loads of love to you all - Keep focused WE WILL GET THERE
Sweetpea:l:lxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Morning all
Teardrop hope you are feeling better today - I have been thinking of you and sending loads of :l your way. Hope you managed to get the lights sorted out and the tree up
East hope the builders are making good progress and not making too much mess
Fjones so pleased you had a lovely dinner and stayed away from AL. Keep focused and stay proud of your achievement. We all know how hard it is so well done
DelphicAbstract good advice to Tear about seeking the company of people who see the best in her
SpiritGirl keep posting we are all here for each other so you never need to feel lonely or isolated. I know where you are coming from though - I can be in a room full of people and still feel as if i am the only person in the world. But since finding MWO I know that I have always got someone to talk to that knows how I am feeling
Ripple talking about people using our drinking problems against us really makes me feel mad - they have less than no idea what we are going through and the mixtures of shame and self loathing we go through because of our weakness in not being able to control the amount we drink. But in some cases it is people that drink really heavily that are the worst offenders - so I sometimes think they are trying to take the focus off their drinking habits by highlighting mine - it makes my blood boil BUT they obviously don't feel good about themselves to be so nasty. I could and never would do that to anyone else because I have been to hell and back because of AL. MWO is my saviour and I have had more AF time and have moderated my drinking when I do decide to have a drink. Something I could never have done before. SO thank you all my wonderful friends here
Rustop hope you are well and thanks
Still feeling pretty low with this viral/flu but am getting to feel a little better - I have felt absolutely lifeless and had no energy. Doctor has now put me on medication which seems to be making things a lot better. I was beginning to feel that my depression was rearing its ugly head again BUT thankfully not. It is so hard when you have suffered so chronically with depression not to think when you are feeling so low that it is coming back
On that note I better move myself and try and get some cleaning done and put some decorations up. Everything is such an effort at the moment but I am getting there
Loads of love to you all - Keep focused WE WILL GET THERE
Sweetpea:l:lxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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