FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

[Eastender]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Sorry hit the send button by mistake!
Rustop Half a glss you did well, I have that Home problem as well!

Fby. Skiing sounds great, Enjoy yourself !

Teardrop. Haircuts used to be fun for me but my youngest is training to become hairdresser and I am her practise head, At times the plastic one in her room can look better than me. Still thy have to learn somehow.
Ice skating Oh I have not done that for years, not sure I could do now,sounds so much fun.
Thanks for your thoughts builders here at least for the rest of the week.YIKES!
I always feel better if I have a slip to post here, and I am sure had I inthe last two days I may have stayed AF.

Rosalind Hello and welcome 35 days WOW that is great and your attitude is so positive we need you here!

Sweetpea. I agree that I have cut down ,without MWO I probably would not have had any AF days.
Rollercoaster its true but if you stay on the subsequent rides do not seem half as scary!
No electric on and so warm, catching up on Xmas wrapping (hate IT) and making endless lists for food and drink (everyone at mine for Xmas) and may need to make couple of extra places for the builders, the way it looks at the moment!

I will be AF today, have started to fill out drinktracker now.

Have a great day everyone!

Eastx

[happydog]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hiya Everyone,

Yesterday i felt like frostie the snowman, never felt so cold. took my son to that skate board park in a big warehouse. they did have a internet cafe, so i did get to go on site and catch up on some old posts. Like to see how people start out and achieve at the end. Yesterday must of had about 10coffee's even on the way home after an hour still was not warmed up.(really needed to be defrosted i think) my son ask if he could go again before xmas i look at him :shocked: and said no way.
2days AF for me.

Take it easy everyone.
Love you all:h
Teardrop.x

[sweetpea]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

:upset: Had a very bad day yesterday and I have no idea why. Maybe part of the learning process:sofa: I just feel I want to go away and hide from the world at the moment. I think I am coming to the sad conclusion that I need to go AF for a considerable time before I can contemplate going MOD if ever. I feel so ashamed of myself for being so weak willed. I really really want to do this so I am going to make a very special effort to go AF from now on. I did manage it before so wish me luck everyone


Will catch up with you later with what I hope will be a more positive post. Soooooooo sorry to be so down


LOL :h Sweetpea xxxxxxx

[wakupmom]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hi Sweet!
Sorry you are feeling low,i think this time off year is so hard.Please be kind to yourself.You have done so well,and you will get back.You just need that wave to come in,and take you to shore.Take care.xx
I will be away from today,but just wanted all you firecrackers to know that i will be thinking off you and wishing you the very best for christmas,and the new year.Look after each other xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[happydog]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hiya Everyone,

Suki: Hope the weather has improved where you are. Sending you positive vibes.

Sweetpea: You should never feel ashamed we are all in the same boat. Try and treat yourself, you know never had my nails done. But wish i could go on one of those health farm place for a week all on my own. Do the world of good for me. I to had a bottle of wine last night and some baileys. I feel my plan is going wrong I should be drinking weekends and not during the week but i'm doing it the other way round. (God i do feel stupid) need to get that plan into gear!!!! sending you positive vibes and good luck!

Eastender This is the worst time to have builders over xmas time. I to like the film, it a wonderful life. Like to watch that one over xmas time. sending you positive vibes.

Anyway my other half had ago at me yesterday:upset: Had a bit of an argument all to did with the kitchen floor b'cause my little girl spilled something and HE ended up wiping it up, SAYING that i never mop the kitchen floor, it really got my back up he was moaning like an old woman. I felt like i was the one wearing the trouser's in my house. so i thought i let this one strew out. I might talk to him tonight.
My little girl had carol service at school yesterday, went on my own again the other half did not go as usual, shame b'cause he is missing out. It was really good until this girl behind throw up big time, eveyone started moving away very quickly beause of the smell.:H

If I have not mention everyone just like to say stay strong and sending you all positive vibes.
P.s wakeupmom have a nice holiday and have a gr8 merry xmas and new year!

Take it easy everyone!
Love you ALL:h

Teardrop.x

[Eastender]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hi to all you firecrackers!
Teardrop Well done on your two days AF. MY 2 days today, Hope you warmed up some!

Sweetpea. So sad to hear that you feel bad,I felt like that after my AF time, Bit lost.......
I have slipped at least 3 times whilst trying to Mod it is not as easy as I thought it would be.
Please don't punish yourself, You know we can be our own worst critic. I know no one can condem me the way I do myself,(if you know what I mean! )
I will be sending you positive vibes today as often as I can!
Take care of yourself and remember stay close ,someone is always here!:h

Wakeupmom. Thanks for the post and enjoy your break........ I wish I could get away from this building site!

Eastx

[Suki411]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Sweet, I'm hiding behind that blue couch with you, I'm just not brave enough to poke my head up and look forward to the future like you.

Negative words do not belong in your vocabulary, Sweet, takes too much energy away from your good intentions. As wakeupmom said, it is a hard time of the year.

I came home last night, then walked to my best friend's house for a glass of wine. She is having 50+ people for Christmas eve, mostly her late husband's family, her family and her nieces', nephews' and kids' friends. So much work beforehand, so much cleanup after, so much drinking. She said that the just wanted to turn off the lights and lock the door. Not let anyone in. One week to go, she's done nothing.

You shouldn't feel ashamed or weak willed. You are the person who started this wonderful post, you are the one who have finally given me hope, you are the one who has changed my life by looking a things in a different, more positive manner. You are the one who got this great group of people together, you have supported and love us and we support and love you.

Like wakeupmom said, wait for the wave to bring you to school (I LOVE THAT, WUM, brings back joyful memories as a child of playing in the ocean and the excitement of feeling the power of the water pushing you forward towards the sand, thanks for letting me remember).

East, I can see why the last line of the movie would make you sob. So true. I laughed when I read about your daughter using your head for practice. I used to try out a different hairdresser a while ago. No one recognized me from haircut to hair cut. Had it colored and permed at the same time once with someone new. Woke up the next morning with a half a head of curls, half straight. Went to another new hairdresser who said that he would fix it.......sure, put a toner on my hair and said that he had to cut it a bit. Well, he shaved my head and what little hair I had left was orange!

Ok, Sweet, life is a process, learn from everything, even orange fuzz on your head, your bad day will make your upcoming good days all the more meaningful.

To Sweet, East, Rust, Teardrop, Fby, Rosalind, debruce, 2bfromala, retteacher, Amelia and all other Firecrackers, good days are ahead. I wish you all the best in the upcoming days.

suki :h :h :h

[Suki411]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Ok, I'm laughing. Sorry wakeupmom, misquoted you, wating for the wave to bring you to "school"? I NEED COFFEE! I want to be on the beach, not in study hall in a dripping wet, ugly uniform.

[Suki411]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Ok, me again. Teardrop, thanks for the positive vibes, need them today. (missed it first time reading) Perfect timing on your part. :thanks: :h

[Eastender]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Teardop,
I was posting at the same time.
I know what you mean about plans! We make them and God laughs!
Just remember all the AF days you are getting inbetween (that keeps me focused.) It does not matter weekday or weekend, Last year there were none so look how well we are doing!
Mr East once admitted to me that he regretted missing so much of our kids growing up, Strange enough they never point it out to him,he can never do any wrong!
Guess I was mostly around I had to do the discipline stuff more often ,Wicked witch of the East and all that.You are right, He will realise one day that you cannot get those prescious moments back (Even the throwing up kind Phew!!!!!!!!!!)
Anyway, Why is mopping the floor a womans job? certainly around here its the men that make all the mess anyway!
Take care and a Happy Xmas to you and your family too
Eastx

[happydog]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Thank you Eastender you have just put a smile on my face.
You to and your family have a GR8 xmas.xxxxxxx
Got to go to work now.
Love
Teardrop.x

[Eastender]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Suki,
Posting together again!
Love the orange fuzz story, I am glad I am making someone smile:H
You are like a changed person Suki,So much energy coming from you keep it up!
You are doing great!!!!!!
ODAT /OHAT (hour) thats the best way to cope for me I think.

Eastx

[Eastender]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

I need help guys
Just made my way down 1-11/2 bottles help firecrackers where are you

[Eastender]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Sorry my daughter just came and gave me the look!
sorry i was just starting a post its ok i am fine. speak tomorrow

[Eastender]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

11/2 no such fraction eh!