FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

[AMELIA]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

[QUOTE=sweetpea]:wave: Sweetpea Express ready to leave the station ALL ABOARD EVERYONE WELCOME
Suki you will add to the 22 AF days PMA and all the support the Firecrackers should do the trick xx

Sweetpea,
Just posted in Help ASAP.
Hoping to see you right back here as soon as poss. Hope you feel better.
That quote is typical of your bouyant bigheartedness.
Big Hug:l:l:l

[flutterby]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Just saw her post. I am praying for her to feel better. Wish we could do something more.... feel so helpless.

[dexterhead]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hi all:
Sweetpea, your gang is rooting for you . You are so loved!!
(Suki/Knut: look what you did to your pretty white coat )

[Eastender]

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Hi Firecrackers,
Glad to see that everyone is feeling positive .
Feeling a little sorry for myself this week,have been helping elder daughter strip wallpaper in her new flat and tried to limit damage for the van problem, so haven't had any time to post or read.
Mr East decided he wanted to go out Friday evening just to feel a little more upbeat with the traumatic week we have had to get through. I am afraid I dropped the chalice and went over the top.:flush:

So back on day 1 AGAIN today, I am so tired of this crazyness.
And feel so frustrated with myself!:bang

Erin I am having one of those "pick me back up" days that you mentioned today,
I could not believe the price of fuel in the states compared to England we pay the equivilent price in dollars $10 or more a gallon here!

Sweetpea, doesn't look like there will be any chance of money to come back on van, but thanks for the concern. The company were operating fruadulently and we paid by cheque a month before delivery. My accountant says we may not be able to claim as a loss either,just gets better eh?

Suki The storm did cover quite a lot of area ,its possible that the wave in Spain was connected.
I do not feel so much a victim like you said you had felt,worse for me, a fool for being too trusting .

Cowgal, Will think as you said ...this will pass.........feel like c$?p today.
Will join you......... want some restful sleep myself.

Gary, you did make me smile! I suppose my avator looks eastern european ! Us brits can be boring! don't blame it on your geography classes.

Writeit, Hi and welcome to this little band, of very generous folk who are so supportive.
5 days AF is great well done.

Fby, Lukelee,Amelia and anyone I have missed.

Hope you have a great weekend.

Eastx

[Eastender]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Suki, See that little Knut has grown some just as you have!

Eastx

[happydog]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

HI SWEETPEA,

PLEASE I HOPE YOU R OK RiGHT, NOW ,B'CAUSE I THING THE WORLD OF U RIGHT NOW, LOVE U LOTS( LOL)OR IS LOVE U LOTS. ANYWAY WHO CARE'S...
B'CAUSE I CARE BIG TIME!!

LOVE U LOTS (BIG TIME)

lOVE
Teardrop.x

[Eastender]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Sweetpea I posted in help as soon as possible yesterday after I wrote the above post.

Hope you are feeling better today, I will be thinking of you, I empathise with your mood, I have felt the same the last few days myself.
Please take care of yourself, YOUR FIRECRACKERS are always here when you need us.


Lots of love

EASTXXXXXXXXXXXX

[dexterhead]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Has anybody heard from our sweetest Sweetpea??? Sweetpea, please check in ...:l

[greeneyes]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Also, where's Beatle?

[whtwshman]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

crashed and burned

i STUMBLED.....damn, and now i feel dumb and defeated. al does have a never ending, lock on my senses. i am so unhappy with myself. remorse,quilt. HELP? :sorry:i wanted to be a soldier for you guys, somebody to help hold the torch. don't know what to say. gary:anyone:

[Suki411]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Gary, one of the things I learned early on, but something that I don't always follow, is that this is a journey, with ups and downs. It's very difficult. BUT you can't beat yourself up. You need to view what happened, why it happened and learn from it. Being negative takes up so much time, emotion.

I've said this so many times on this site, but, my fabulous Swedish grandmother always said....never regret what you have done, only regret what you have not done.

You slipped, you realize it, so use this experience to understand what circumstances made you ignore your goal. You sound like you are still in control.

It was St Paddy's Day, maybe it's a time you used to celebrate big time. God knows how many green beers I've had. You changed the color of your post from green to red.

We still love you, cheese head, you are still an inspiration to us. You are still holding on to the torch. This is a process, it's not easy, but you learn from every experience.

[sweetpea]

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I AM SO SORRY

:hug: I am truly sorry to everyone that it has taken me a couple of days to post after a very spectacular slip. I feel a bundle of different emotions and feel completely washed out, exhausted, ashamed of myself and most importantly mad that I let AL get the better of me again :bang Unfortunately for everyone you will all know exactly what I mean and how I am feeling

I want to THANK EVERYONE from the bottom of my heart for all your kind messages and Pm's. I am going away with Mr Pea for a couple of days towards the end of the week so will post again in a weeks time. I will try to post again before I go but for the time being I am going to try and unwind and get body and soul together again

Next week I really am going to try my best and get on the Sweetpea Express

Keep strong my friends I will get back into :yougo: mode again as soon as I can.

Love you all loads

:h Sweetpea xxxxx

[Suki411]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Sweetpea.....so wonderful to see you post. Have a wonderful time with Mr. Pea.cWe love you.

[sweetpea]

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I wasn't going to post and stand back a bit but my daughter is now accusing me of not protecting her - see my post on asap - i was going to post it over but i am completely rung out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How sad am I

Love u all Sweetpea xxxx:h:l:l

[sweetpea]

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Just to clarify

She rang when I was out of it - you know what I mean - I rang to explain and all I got was total what I had done wrong!!!!!! Hmmmmmmmmm don't know if I can keep doing this


Hey Ho - out of %100 surely I must get something!!!!!!!!!!1

Sweetpea xxxxxx