I made it through yesterday w/ 2 beers, just felt a need to have a few, but didn't taste too good going down, so dumped the 1/2 of the 2nd out...............went to bed early, am up super early (woke up at 4:30AM) and intend to go into work early, talk to lawyer and find out what exactly my next step is.............DEFINITELY going AF today, NO MATTER WHAT!!
Will even call my mom today,called mother-in -law yesterday cuz she has been through this w/ Mike's dad, (another uncontrollable drunk who has no desire to change, she gave me alot of support, don't know what my mom is going to say, but she has been listening to me complaining about this situation for a while now.......................
Anyway, another day, think I am all cried out, haven't started yet anyway, at this time yesterday I was bawling! Maybe a step in the right direction..............maybe I am getting stronger. Spoke w/ a few friends last night on my way home and they told me that no matter how uncomfortable the actual divorce was, they are sooooooo happy they did it and feel like a new and healthier person due to it........
Love you all, thanks again for your support yesterday, and I do totally appreciate it:h :h :l :thanks:
MA
Will even call my mom today,called mother-in -law yesterday cuz she has been through this w/ Mike's dad, (another uncontrollable drunk who has no desire to change, she gave me alot of support, don't know what my mom is going to say, but she has been listening to me complaining about this situation for a while now.......................
Anyway, another day, think I am all cried out, haven't started yet anyway, at this time yesterday I was bawling! Maybe a step in the right direction..............maybe I am getting stronger. Spoke w/ a few friends last night on my way home and they told me that no matter how uncomfortable the actual divorce was, they are sooooooo happy they did it and feel like a new and healthier person due to it........
Love you all, thanks again for your support yesterday, and I do totally appreciate it:h :h :l :thanks:
MA
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