Help Please - I feel dead inside
Thanks guys for all of the support. I did what you said and put the wine down and picked up that cup of coffee and dragged my butt into work. I feel like a complete pile of crap right now but I know that I am not going to drink tonight. I have no idea if I still have a boyfriend or not but I think it is probably best to just leave him alone and let him deal with his part of this and see what happens. I love him to death and he says he loves me so hopefully we can work through this. But I know drinking definitly won't help me get there. Thanks for the support - believe me I so need it right now. Still feel pretty sad and depressed. But I'll make it.
Thanks guys for all of the support. I did what you said and put the wine down and picked up that cup of coffee and dragged my butt into work. I feel like a complete pile of crap right now but I know that I am not going to drink tonight. I have no idea if I still have a boyfriend or not but I think it is probably best to just leave him alone and let him deal with his part of this and see what happens. I love him to death and he says he loves me so hopefully we can work through this. But I know drinking definitly won't help me get there. Thanks for the support - believe me I so need it right now. Still feel pretty sad and depressed. But I'll make it.
I will no longer give the BEAST any power over me - he can go straight to hell.
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