Hello to everyone again,
First of all, thank you for all your support and I am here to support everyone as best I can.
Not happy, that is one thing I will try - vit e.
India mike, I can so relate to you as well. I too have kids and have caused embarrassment. Not so much when they were little, but now as teens they have friends who come over and can see what is going on and it is really awful when they oh so love to bring up the condition you were in. I found that during those 4 weeks, the subject pretty much dropped. So now that I am AF again, I know that resepct can be earned again. I love my kids with all my heart and soul and knowing that I have not been a good role model has devastated me, knowing that they will have those memories of me.
It is hard to believe that I knew a guy about 35 years old who did drink himself to death. He had a bleed out and never recovered, so besides the emotional stuff, this is poison.
I hope I can become a supportive member of this community that is so very wonderful. Keep up the good work!
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