Did five AF days out of 7, a true miracle!!! Then when I was feeling soo wonderful yesterday I went and called my ex!! Big mistake, after the conversation I picked up, so now Im back to day one and am pretty ashamed of myself. It is not his fault, it is my reaction to his abusive comments.
Everyone on here has been so kind and supportive so I just wanted to be honest with you all.
So anyway, Im clean today, Im taking the pills and Ive definately learnt from it. Maybe I just needed to prove to myself how bad it is for me to drink, Ha like i dont know that already. One glass of wine, turned into 3 litres....yuck....
So Im going to use it as a lesson, and try and put it behind me. Im not going to call my ex again, Im going to keep sharing on here, Im going to be kind to myself, take my pills, get some strenght back in my life, read, and LISTEN to you guys.
I want to tell you all how much hope you have given me. Thankyou to all.
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