I have to be honest!!

[dreambeliever]

i mucked up, :upset: after taking the advice on this sight I did so well. Got campranal from the doctor and hospital appointments for liver tests and x rays etc., Made an appointment for a training course, all after just 5 days. Wow!

Did five AF days out of 7, a true miracle!!! Then when I was feeling soo wonderful yesterday I went and called my ex!! Big mistake, after the conversation I picked up, so now Im back to day one and am pretty ashamed of myself. It is not his fault, it is my reaction to his abusive comments.

Everyone on here has been so kind and supportive so I just wanted to be honest with you all.

So anyway, Im clean today, Im taking the pills and Ive definately learnt from it. Maybe I just needed to prove to myself how bad it is for me to drink, Ha like i dont know that already. One glass of wine, turned into 3 litres....yuck....

So Im going to use it as a lesson, and try and put it behind me. Im not going to call my ex again, Im going to keep sharing on here, Im going to be kind to myself, take my pills, get some strenght back in my life, read, and LISTEN to you guys.

I want to tell you all how much hope you have given me. Thankyou to all.

[dreambeliever]

I have to be honest!!

forgot

and i forgot to say, Im gonna go get my tests done

[magic]

I have to be honest!!

Hey Dream,

Well done on learning that hard lesson!

It happens. Certainly nothing to be ashamed about. Nothing.

Continue to look at the positives, how well you're doing, and just keep on going!

Congratulations on your AF days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

magic xx

And don't call, don't put yourself in a position to be abused.

[universal]

I have to be honest!!

Hi Dreambeliever,

Thanks for sharing that with us. And don't feel ashamed, just pick back up. That's my plan for the rest of the day.

Good luck!

[betty boop]

I have to be honest!!

Hi Dreambeliever,

:goodjob: on your honesty and well done on your 5 days AF ........

Here's to the next 5 ...............:l :l

[slightlysuze]

I have to be honest!!

Dream....just get past the 'slip'.....you will learn from it....and it can make you stronger for the fight! Build on that 5 days......and come here often for support and kindness :h we're all in this together!


Suze x

[beatle]

I have to be honest!!

dreambeliever, you are doing great! Just keep up what you are doing (and do not call the ex!). We are all here for you.

[Bessie]

I have to be honest!!

Dreambeliever - you sound very strong and focused. You've learnt the lesson and put it behind you. Good attitude.

Bessie xx

[cloudjockey]

I have to be honest!!

I'm campral as well and it seems to be working. I had a few slips on campral as well. Works well if you do not slip, but seems to start working again once you get past the slip. I had some pretty big slips also. I would not worry, each time after my slip I has able to go farther the next time. Good luck

[Going Strong]

I have to be honest!!

Dream,
OK You have learnt your lesson and you are aware....you have it all in place. I have much faith in you and know you can do this.