Almost 2 days AF

[Cinders]

Almost 2 days AF

Lowercas,

You have gone through the absolute worst days. (I am sure you are aware of this.)

But just reminding you that if you keep up the AF days now, you will be on the other side of the horrible tunnel and feeling much better. Why the hell would we want to go through those first few days again?? Truly quitting is so much easier than quitting over and over..

Hang in there!!

Love,
Cindi

[Lowercas]

Almost 2 days AF

DB anT

I feel like a new woman... eventhough I'm a man... Thanks for the encouragement.... don't want to go through that again. It was like pushing a bowling ball up stairs with a paintbrush, very painfull. Amazing how one little slip can cause so much pain. I'm lucky that I have support at home. I'll keep posting the days on this thread.

The 3 weeks at rehab was easy, (very safe place), this is different, especially the silly season. Just came back from a Sushi business lunch. Wine everywhere, I was sucking on coke. (the drink). Its hot here and a icy cold beer would have gone down like a lead budgey.

Cheers

[Lowercas]

Almost 2 days AF

looking good

5 days now AF. its worth it, you wonder why you drank in the first place (gotta be careful though) Al likes to sneak up