Incredible fall from grace.

[Suki411]

Incredible fall from grace.

Cindi, just thinking of you and hope that you are back home, safe and sound.

Hart, LOVE your quote at the end of your post.

[YoungAtHeart]

Incredible fall from grace.

Thanks for letting us know, Mags.

Cindi, I'm so happy and relieved that you are home. I have only just seen this thread.

Everyone loves you so much, including me. I hope you will feel better soon, and let us know how you are yourself. Please take care. It's not a failure, it's a learning curve.

Love,:heart:
Kathy

[Guest]

Incredible fall from grace.

Thank you Mags.

Cindi.........just be kind to yourself, relax and unwind and enjoy this special time with your family.

Much love,

Starlight Impress x

[Suki411]

Incredible fall from grace.

Mags, thanks so much for the update.

Cindi, Starlight is right, be kind to yourself.

[Chief]

Incredible fall from grace.

Yes, Thank You Mags.

Cindi... our thoughts and prayers are with you. Glad you are home.

Can't wait to talk with you...

Don

[12many]

Incredible fall from grace.

Cindi-

you are always my hero. No change because of a slip. Just get right back on that horse.

Love,
d

[retteacher]

Incredible fall from grace.

Cindi: Thank God you are safe & sound & home. Sometimes pretty awful things happen to teach us something. You'll figure it out. I'm praying for you.
Love, Mary

[bootcampbarbie]

Incredible fall from grace.

cindi i just got home from my amazing 15 hour day. i so know that your family surrounds you with love.. and this family does to.. you have been giving beyond belief and as i think to myself as i'm about tapped out on my own energy. well, girlie we have to give to ourselves. generosity begins at home.... first...... we have to start at home. please fill up your cup now with all the ways you want to live. please understand i do care but being faced with possible C word and T word (cancer and tumors and internal bleeding etc) i'm now fighting for my life. so i really want to live cindy and you know you do to.. killing yourself as we all always have with all the ways we have with this thing alcohol. well we've done it with that, our behavior, we've destroyed relationships, opportunities and our health. i want you to sincerely consider getting outside of the sad db story though. you are going to have to give that up... there is to much to life to live for.
i didn't really start thinking that til this week hon til now even today.. i mean what dr calls you on a cel phone this morning because she couldn't sleep last nite to say i'm ordering up emergency tests for you on xmas eve and xmas. cancel your plans. one. means she loves me a lot i am blessed. two means i may be very ill. three means it is a fucking wake up call to the luxury we have called drink til you drop... no you never know how much life means til someone calls and says it is about to be taken away. self destruction be damned. so girl i love you and well you can kick this because it is your choice.... self destruction be damned... you can live for you and your hubby and your family and they all mean a lot to you. and you mean a lot to you. even if you don't know it. you mean a lot to you. it doesn't really matter that you mean a lot to us til you mean a lot to you fundamentally then we are icing on the cake.

[nancy]

Incredible fall from grace.

To bootcampbarbie

hi bootcampbarbie

I just saw your last entry on this thread. I am really sorry that you are going through some tests and think, well, maybe the group could offer you some support.

why don't you post your own thread with a few more details on need help ASAP or general?

take care
nancy

[bootcampbarbie]

Incredible fall from grace.

i've done two posts nancy lol and ummmm scared i think well i did an apology post and one for a member but he was banned god and i really liked him ..hhahahahaha i've only done support posts. to all the members because i find it really good to share me within that like on luv's thread and on 12 many's thread... i'm one of those people that don't ask for support out loud. call me an introvert. but it just isn't my nature... well. even when at the dr. she extended her visit from 1/2 hour to two hours and i felt horrible about it. oops i side tracked this thread. goshhh okay let's get back on trackkkk
here for db. you alll so very sorry to side track cuz i know trix is going to come in and kick my ass. inside joke lmao

[KateH1]

Incredible fall from grace.

Cindi.......I am so grateful that you are OK! What an awful experience....horrible. But.....You made it through, worried a lot of us......I can tell you first hand...Bootsie was like your mother!!! Worried, pissed off and heart sick...emailing me in the middle of the night! You are so very loved here and I am sure you are loved in your real life. Bottom line, I agree with Bootsie.....enjoy your good health, love who you are and know that others care deeply about you! ......................OH! and by the way..I am after all.......KateH............don't you ever, EVER!....Threaten the life of our F...ing Cindi again!!!

Love Ya!....Mean it!!
KateH

PS.......and don't keep bootsie up all night, she needs her rest!

[KateH1]

Incredible fall from grace.

Oh! yes....and Cindi....have a wonderful Christmas at home, where we all know you want and need to be.....with your family!
xoxoxoxo
KateH

[Finding My Self]

Incredible fall from grace.

"Be with your loved ones.
Believe in Santa Claus.
Eat too many cookies.
Kiss someone under the mistletoe."

Dx - loving and yet so simple....Cindi, I hope you can be/do all these things and have a peaceful, relaxing, gentle yet fun Crimbo.... Hey, I am spending it with a dear cousin who I co*k*d up with big time back in April due to the old firewater..... there are many horrible memories around this stuff in all our minds...but the heart will always win out, and quicker if we let it, and love heals. And humans are are all love....and so open your heart, Cindi, to yourself first and then the love from everyone else will pour in and so fill it that there wont be room for booze.

My cousin was the one to invite me to join them for Crimbo - my job? To keep my guilty memories out of it and enjoy the now.... I used to think I ought to feel guilty as some sort of a penance...(and, boy, did that make me want to drink!) but no loving souls want that and so, I believe that as long as I keep my heart open, care for it's keeper (me!) and those fellow hearts around me, receive all the love offered and not push it away, all will be well. (And that's a very new one for me...!)(And will take a life-time of practice TG!)

That's me, Cindi....you will find your way... ride the G-forces on the learning curve and balance will win out. We're always with you to cheer and support.

So, just go to that mirror.....take a peek at the amazing woman in it....just a wee one....into her eyes....even split second....and love her. We do.

Many hugs and lots of crackers and mistletoe!
FMS xx

[Finding My Self]

Incredible fall from grace.

Hey Bootsie - thinking of you, too..................... hugs FMS xx

[AMELIA]

Incredible fall from grace.

Cindi, sorry to read about your last couple of days. I really hope you are feeling a little better. Thinking of you hon.
xx