Incredible fall from grace.

[Lucy Van Pelt]

Incredible fall from grace.

Ohhh Cindi!!

Honey, you have done sooo well, and I for one am PROUD of you. I know you feel like crap today, but yes, relapse IS part of recovery. Unfortunately. But today is a new day, and you are back on track even at this moment!!

The fact you came on here and shared your slip immediately is a testiment to how honest you are and how much you really want to get back on track.

We all love you here. You are a very special person and mean so much to us. You mean so much to me.

With love,

Beth (soon to be Lucy Van Pelt)

[bootcampbarbie]

Incredible fall from grace.

its a new day cindi. dust off and take on today. you have to much to be grateful for we love you and i seriously think though if you are going to speak about such things ending it you need to run fast to drs office and get in to therapy asap...... it isn't something to speak about lightlly. wish you success.

[bootcampbarbie]

Incredible fall from grace.

and yes girlie i am going to say that after you leaving chat last nite i didn't sleep a wink. so note to self if you come in to chat threaten to commit suicide, then get pissed off and leave,,, it does impact at least me. i want you in therapy talking about it all NOW. and honestly i think pming rj is the best move if you feel suicidal.
there just isn't anyone in chat that is qualified outside of friendship to be there as a professional; anyway, i love you girl and that was not cool. and i didn't sleep much because i love you very very much and i felt powerless to help you as you appeared hysterical and you were threatening to take your life, you got pissed off at i'm assuming me and then you left. so i was left to wonder did she do it... all fucking nite long.. and while i still love you, i think the airline incident is irrelevant... i think it is what you need to do today that matters a whole lot.

[trixietrack]

Incredible fall from grace.

so sorry cindi hope you are feeling much better now.
don't mean to sound bad or harsh but the internet is not going to give you the help you need when you are desperate.
suicide hotline, your family or your therapist are the people to call when feeling like killing yourself.
I hope that you get better soon
be well

[Suki411]

Incredible fall from grace.

Jane Jane, perfect words to send to a perfect friend. You gals from the south are strong, funny, loyal and supportive.

Cindi,one day like yesterday will make all of the days in the future that much more special. It's a process, you've done so much.

Hope you are home by now.

Lots of love, hug.

[retteacher]

Incredible fall from grace.

Cindi: I just got on to the computer & saw your post. Try to make a plan for the future...perhaps your husband & daughter could join in w/help & love.

I really think the pressure of catching up on work & anticipating all the holiday shopping had to be a lot for you.

I can only say that Thank God you didn't stay away from MWO & extend the binge. Give yourself credit for that. Love, Mary

[hart]

Incredible fall from grace.

((((((Cindi)))))))))

I too luv u. I too am proud of how well you were doing. I too don't want to hear you talk suicide. Remember we are all here for you and most of us have said and dumb things when drunk we regret. So FORGET ABOUT IT. I don't know how to write that in a Italian Voice but picture that when u read my words. :l

[wonderworld]

Incredible fall from grace.

Oh Dear Cindi-

Hope you are home safe now. And getting some rest and some peace. I love you and I know you are going to be fine. Maybe the traveling has to go.

Don't let this spoil your holiday. You are still our Cindi, and you are so very loved-

Big hug :l
Please let us know you're home safe-
wonder xx

[nancy]

Incredible fall from grace.

Cindi!

That really S****.

I am surprised you were the person who entered chat as I assumed it was a newbie for some reason.

I know how much you have struggled with this and you seem to have tried everything. You have even gone to rehab!! When you feel depressed, try to just talk nicely to yourself, not coddling but reassuring and compassionate. Be a good voice to yourself.

And then you just get back on the program.

One thing I really want you to consider is your job. Do you need to have this job? It seems to be conducive to drinking. You struggle with the hotel trips and bars. Must be lonely. can you get a job that involves less travel?

you sure are a caring person and I hope that you get some encouragement back from MWO members.

Please take care Cindi!!!

[Miss October]

Incredible fall from grace.

Oh yes, Sweet Home Alabama...Love That Song !

Hi Cindi,

I have been reading this post and it makes me so sad. I'm copying a quote from "Newbies in need from 12/05/07 that you posted." db2fromala
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Long Road,

OMG, I am TZ challenged within my own country, now I am having to deal with TZ challenges crossing Days!!

Okay. I am posting for tomorrow. Just for tomorrow I will not drink!!

Now I am really confused. Does that mean I didn't drink today?

Should I go ahead and add my 0 to the drink tracker for today, even though I still have a full 12 hours and 30 minutes before tomorrow gets here?

My head is now dizzy and I am completely disoriented. Shoot, times were so much easier when the world was just flat and the sun revolved around us...

Cindi
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Sobriety is My Christmas Present to Myself!!

Cindi, this is you......you are funny.....you have so much personality and I love reading your posts. Do not give up. We all have our problems.....(AL...the biggest problem of all....makes all our other problems even worse). We are all here together to fight this battle......

Anyway, your post made me laugh so hard :H I totally here you about the time difference. Where is that fun Cindi that we all know from your posts. We love you. Please post and let us know how you are doing.

[time2change]

Incredible fall from grace.

Cindi
I am a newbie around here but I have been around long enough to know that you are a strong, funny and inspirational person. we have all been where you are. If we hadn't been there we wouldn't all be here. The point of us all being here is to offer support and love to others when it is needed most. I hope you realize how much love and support is waiting here for you. You can pick yourself up with that support and love and you can move forwqard. Please forget about the past because we can not change it. Look forward and accept the love we are all offering you. Hope you will check in soon and let us know how you are.

[Victory]

Incredible fall from grace.

Hi Ya db2fromala, seriously doubt if there is one single person on this site who hasn?t been drunk and messed up. So you are in good company. Don?t beat yourself up as it will only make you feel worse. You have been very supportive to so many, so perhaps you will accept some support back from us. Please be kind to yourself today.
Kind regards :h
Victory

[lucky 2.0]

Incredible fall from grace.

Just checking in to see if we have heard from our db. I will check back later to make sure she is home safe and sound.

Holding good thoughts and sending to peace to our special dbfromala!

xoxo

[Mags]

Incredible fall from grace.

I talked to db on the phone. She is safe and sound at home with her family. She's fine. She loves all of you.

[Determinatrix]

Incredible fall from grace.

Cindi -

I hope it is apparent to you that you are so loved.

Be with your loved ones.
Believe in Santa Claus.
Eat too many cookies.
Kiss someone under the mistletoe.

Peace be with you,
Dx