Anyway last night I started thinking about what all this is costing me financially - wine, supplements, campral, books, tapes, Gym, trainer, Doctors etc. Not to mention the weight I have gained. Well That really hit my tight wad nerve... There is a very expensive watch I want that I have been putting off buying and I realized that 2 months AF and I could more than pay cash.
Well, no other method of guilt or remorse has worked for more than a day so far so I think I will hang on to this one. The funny thing was I did not even have to fight with myself not to go our and buy it last night. No physical craving or really any nasty taste in my mouth. Extreme hunger - but hopefully that will subside.
So as they say in Spamalot - I think I "Found My Grail". Wish me luck that this approach works. AND BTW-- I feel really good this AM even tho I did not sleep well last night. I just finished my first cup ot Red tea and I think I will go have another (Warm on the tummy helps with the hunger)
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