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[keeta]

...my adotive father who can get all the info on my real folks for that info....does that make me a bad person...i am falling apart here....i think i need this...to heal...but i know it will hurt him....fucked if you do, fucked if you don't....help....anyone?????? similar?.shit...i am falling apart here

[keeta]

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my exact request...
Dad,
there are records in Santa Clara that you can get by simply showing up because you are the adoptive dad.I can't get them If I can pay your way will you go, please and find my mom and dad. This is very important to me at this time, and I would very much appreciate you considering this. i love you Daddy...but I really need your help on this...love Kim

[keeta]

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i need support...or advice so bad..please help me........i am falling apart emotionally

[Winefree]

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Your adoptive Dad needs to realize you need his support and help.

[keeta]

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no support to be had....as per usual...shall drink my self into a stupor and rethink everything...so much of everything.no wonder i drink

[keeta]

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Winefree....yes he does...39 years and counting on that

[Winefree]

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You are NOT a bad person.
You will still love your adoptive parents, but want to know your genetic background to help with your future.
you are an adult now and need to move forward

[tawnyfrog]

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Keeta ..... stop rethinking and re-drinking right now. Support comes when you are ready to receive it. Talk to us ....... tell us what you're feeling... ride it out .... we're here .....

[lookingforhope]

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Keeta, if you are an adult, why won't they let you have information? Can your Dad sign something?

[keeta]

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Winefree...trying very hard to be the adult.i want answers

tawny.......feeling....so hurt..god it hurts so much..i know.get past it kim..and i will....my next post iwill not be te same girl

[keeta]

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looking..laws and rules.....bottom line

[tawnyfrog]

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Keeta .... I'm not saying "get past it". Address it. But do it in the new light of day. You can't think when you're in a fog. All of us spend tooooooo much time in a fog .....

[keeta]

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yes..i will let this...like everything else in my life..GO

[lookingforhope]

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hon, do you live in the United States?

[tawnyfrog]

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Keeta .... I don't know where (in the world) you are .....

You don't need to let it go .... just address it when you're in a better frame of mind .....

Please take care.