wow i feel i really have to share this cos i'm just sooooooooo pleased with myself. i went to my local shop last night with every intention of buying a couple of bottles of wine. i got in there looked at the shelves and picked one up iat that point i just thought "what the f**k am i doing?" instead i bought some juice and a HUGE bar of chocolate. feels like a big acheivement for me. saturday night without a drink. i thought i could never do it. But i did.
i think the main thing was i pictured the fallouts with my BF the bitching and the ranting and raving at him and i just thought no way i'm not going there again. NO WAY.
sorry if i sound like im being selfish just posting about ME ME ME. but no body else would see what a big deal it is for me cos they dont understand the problem
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