So the advice comes on the heels of my next endeaver. It is only day 2 so I am feeling pretty good so far. Don't get me wrong, I am still drink, but I am willing to set a goal and since I have already spent a shit-load of money, why not set a goal. Besides when my husband sees the credit card bill he is going to be expecting big results......
Ok, here goes.....I will not drink for the next.....shit, do I really want to do this? How am I going to get through the next # number of days without drinking. This is harder than it looks. The problem I am facing is that there are now all these people who will be counting on me to keep my goal. Shit. well, I guess I could just not log in ever again. But what if someone has figured out who Croft is. Maybe they know. Maybe they work in the very office that I do, just down the hall. Shit.
ok, "breath" I am telling myself. I am going to take this nice and slow. Well, first I am going to not start my goal until tomorrow, so I can drink as much as I can possible cram into my system before then so hopefully I can make it the long distance to the next drink. Cram, cram......
This is not going well at all.
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