Anxious!
Welcome first off!!:welcome: You have come to a great place, WOW, you sound exactly like things I have done, reading your post reminded me of recent debaucles I have gone through!!
Hang around like everyone will tell you, takes time (esp for me) to get this whole MWO routine together................BUT stick close to here and you will find what you need, I am SOOOOOOOOOOO glad you posted here today, just stick around and tell us how you are doing!
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Best wishes to you on your journey!!
HUGS:l and love!!!!!:h
Mary Anne
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