I am a functioning stay at home drunk Mom I guess you could say. I never ment it to start out that way it just grew into that. Now I have a husband who doesn't like me and two kids who it is affecting. I am scared. Why can't I be normal. I like my life I just seem to need to add the beer (my choice of drink). My husband doesn't drink unless we go out which might be twice a month. I would love to get to that point and just drink then, not when I am at home alone.
My kids are teens so they are in school all day. We live in a small town not alot to offer as far as part time work or volunterring........I have really messed this up this time. I keep saying that I want to quit and then the next day I am back to buying more. Where do I start? I can go a few days without then I get bored, want to relax or have the added pleasure while I do my cleaning, laundry.
My Husband has tried to be so supportive but after so many years of this I think I kill something inside of him each time I go on a major binge. He isn't even speaking to me at the moment........I know I have hurt them but I hurt inside too!
Reading all the posts does give me hope!
Thanks for listening.
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