Got my Kudzu today

[down2earth]

Hello Everyone,
I stayed away yesterday... I have been trying like mad to keep myself busy and my mind off of drinking.... 5 days AF! This is the longest in a while! I received my Kudzu today, I just took some. Now when does the magical feeling start!? I know this is no miracle pill, but from what I've read about it I'm excited to see how I do with cravings. Because I still think about drinking EVERY SINGLE DAY! Some times every minute.

I am very proud tonight though, all day at work, I went back and forth...should I pick up a small bottle, or should I not... On the bus ride home, still debating.... I had cash in my wallet... a staple if I would be stopping at the liquor store.Got in the car at the park and ride, and was almost sweaty, I needed to make my decision. In the past when I have told myself no at the park and ride, it all turns to YES as soon as I drive by the liquor store. Not today! This will be the first Friday night since my drinking career started I won't be getting blitzed out of my mind, "since tomorrow is Saturday, and I don't have to work". I feel good and I can't wait to sleep in without a hangover. But I still want a drink right now.

I hope to chat with you guys this weekend! And welcome to all the NEWBIES. You already have tons of friends you didn't even know you had!

[Croft]

Got my Kudzu today

hey there local friend!!!

Very proud of you!!!!

The kudzu too about 2 days to kick in for me. But it did kick in.

Hang in there. Sounds like you are doing great. I am thinking of you and am still up for that coffee any time you are.

[sunshine23]

Got my Kudzu today

:goodjob: way to go! I'm right behind you in this process . . . just ordered RJ's book and Kudzu yesterday and looking forward to better days ahead. . . . .

You should feel very proud of your self . . .thanks for sharing the struggle that goes on in all of our heads on a daily basis . . . I beleive it will get better and you have proved it will . . .way to go!
donna

[meditation mama]

Got my Kudzu today

Welcome, down2earth and sunshine and helloooo, croft!

Good JOB, D2E!!! That is a BIG, BIG step! Boy do I know that internal debate. I used to drive by this market where I would stop and buy wine each night on the way home. It was like my car would pull in without my knowledge. I was begining to think my car was an alcoholic!

Day 5/6 can be tough, so stay really close to us here this weekend, OK? Let us know how you are doing and post a lot, read a lot. I think I was connected to this sight 27/7 days 5-7 as they just happen to fall on a weekend. I had failed before and didn't want to again. So, take it from me - stay close...

See you around!

Namaste,

MM

[dexterhead]

Got my Kudzu today

:happy: :yay: Hi Down2E!!! Yay for you!!!! My car also has tendencies to steer itself toward liquor stores. Yes, it's definitely the car, MM .. evil car:H

[Croft]

Got my Kudzu today

The car knows the way, to carry the lush......we really need Patty to make up a song about cars.....where is she?

[BELIEVE]

Got my Kudzu today

I lost all intrest in drinking pretty much immediatley on the Kudzu...IMO it IS a miracle pill! Only downside though is (for me anyway) the effects seemed to diminish after about 3 weeks. I'm no expert but I'm guessing theres some form of receptor downgrading going on, I bet its one of those supplements that could be cycled on and off every couple weeks. I stopped taking it a couple days ago and seem to be doing ok. I think once you get past that initial detox then you'll be good. Cravings still pop up but f*ck it, they're all in your head at that point....you'll be in control if you want to be.

[down2earth]

Got my Kudzu today

Thanks everyone! I appreciate your support! As always

[StraightLines]

Got my Kudzu today

Hi Down2Earth, boy you sound like my recent situation (i'm 7 days AF and had the same experience last night going past the bottle shop). I'm not taking Kudzu infact I dont even know what it is but I hope it helps with your cravings.

Congrats