the reality of it all is that i cant. there for i have to stay where i am at.
for now. i am here but one day at a time.and i had to delete that one because a holy war would have broke out .i dont mind her looking at what i write but there are something that are better off not say yet. and there are so many things that are going on in my mind.alot of good .and there is alot that just bring me down. and these days going without al i just realise alot more and i hate it at times. but i got to deal with it. for a long time all i felt was anger and now am feeling these emotions out of nowhere. i should be greatful with what i have .but iam not. who doesnt want more in there life.
maybe its just me.
for now thank you...
and i just want to say hi there iam roger and iam an really bad but good at times
alcoholic and learning to live again
for now. i am here but one day at a time.and i had to delete that one because a holy war would have broke out .i dont mind her looking at what i write but there are something that are better off not say yet. and there are so many things that are going on in my mind.alot of good .and there is alot that just bring me down. and these days going without al i just realise alot more and i hate it at times. but i got to deal with it. for a long time all i felt was anger and now am feeling these emotions out of nowhere. i should be greatful with what i have .but iam not. who doesnt want more in there life.
maybe its just me.
for now thank you...
and i just want to say hi there iam roger and iam an really bad but good at times
alcoholic and learning to live again
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