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    What came first....

    My big fat head or my big fat butt?

    I think that this may be a bit of a clich?, but I think we have all heard of the alcoholic question, what came first the shitty relationship or the alcohol that has caused the shitty relationship; for me, it is neither.
    I sit here and think of everything that causes me to drink: bad relationships with men, my children when they misbehave, my ex who owes me a lot of money, and stress. In reality, I am my own worst enemy. None of these things make me drink; only I do this.
    I look at myself and see someone I do not recognize. Where have I gone? Who am I any more? When I look in the mirror, this is not who I am. But who am I?
    Both of these things may be a product of drinking, but what came first? My brain that tells me that it is ok to drink, or the big fat ass from too much drinking?
    Stupid drinking has gotten in the way of recognizing what came first, the chicken or the egg.
    Goal 1: Today
    Goal 2: Tomorrow

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    lukalee... It doesn't matter.You drink, it's your life, and you are responsible for it. I am hardly in a position to preach, but...get along litlte doggiie. Put on BGP an get going. And I say this with a big opeh heart and support.:h
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      #3
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      hi there/ i would say the egg. but .hey some question just cant be answer.like really who was the first one to tell you it was ok to drink.and why didnt they tell us what would happen if we drank too much ???? but hey these are my ??? you are doing a great job.and keep on postingand have a great night
      :beach: life does change as long as you are willing to change yourself ..
      best thing about the future it comes one day at a time..

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        #4
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        Classic question Lukalee and Greeneyes is right that is doesn't matter. That 'answer' would have driven me crazy until just recently when something happened in my brain that just clicked and now I'm able to accept things that before I had to "understand" in every detail. I'm still on a crusade for answers, but in the meantime I know AF is for me.
        Hope all the best for you.
        nosce te ipsum
        (Know Thyself)

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          #5
          What came first....

          Yes, I have to agree. It does not matter. What matters is what are you going to do about it? Stay where you are or move into a different space?

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            #6
            What came first....

            Hi Lukalee. Hell, there is no real answer to that, as you probably know. this problem sucks and I pray we will all get the strength to beat it soon .
            :boxer: Get the hell out of my house, Al, you worthless bastard!!

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              #7
              What came first....

              Hey Luck,

              Dont worry about chickens and eggs drive you to drink . Me at the moment want to hitch up the wagon again and get back on after 20 days Af fell off big time. Woke up with my partners stilletto firmly lodged in my arse. I seriously think I am going to need an operation to have it removed. Opened my bleeding eyes to a horrible smell and realised my nose was millimeters from being firmly planted in my dogs arse. Here I am thinking my partner chose to forgive my transgression and cuddled up with me. Alcohol what a barstard forget about bad relationships this is the worse one to be in. My head has set its compass for that 20 day AL free space again I can remember it a truly wonderful place to be in. With a clear head then Ill think about which came first.

              Take care
              Danny

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