Screw you AL

[universal]

Since joining MOW in November I have done pretty well. But the past 3 weeks have seen me jumping back into my old habits........a bottle of wine (sometimes more) each night, feeling like s**t in the mornings, no patience, no energy........

I woke up at 2am passed out on the couch (my daughter was at her dads and I had an emotional night so I consumed a little more than I should have). I now feel like complete crap, I'm so angry at myself and it's time..........I need to make a more serious commitment to being AF. I went 12 days in a row in January and I felt so good! I am going to hang on to that feeling - remembering how great it was.

This is stupid - I am killing myself slowly and for what? A good time? It's not even a good time! A little bit of AL to ease the burden of my life? What is my life? I don't even know because I continue to drown it in alcohol!

NO MORE - I am making the commitment to get some AF time under my belt and to become a healthy better mom for my child. I've had enough of this crap........

SCREW YOU AL - YOU ARE OUT OF MY LIFE............

Just needed to vent...........

Love you guys,
Uni

[tlrgs]

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hi there...universal..you can do it . keep it up. good luck

[4theboyz]

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Uni,

I've got your back. Take that AL!!

[Noelle]

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Good for you Uni!!!!! Keep remembering that feeling from January! You can do it!

[monrose]

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You go girl...........those 12 days are great......Remember that.

[universal]

Screw you AL

Thanks for your support guys - that is why I love this place.

[Reenie]

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Hi Universal:

I concur with your quote, "I am killing myself slowly and for what? A good time? It's not even a good time"! You are SO RIGHT! It's not a good time! The mild buzz you get at first might be fun, but after a couple of drinks, it's all down hill from there! Your next day is wasted. Not only are you trying to cure yourself of a nasty headache, nausea, brain fog, you also have to deal with extreme guilt and the embarrassment of not remembering what your said or did the night before.

I hate AL!
-Reenie

[Chief]

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I'm here with you, Uni....

Get right back on thinking like a non-drinker....not someone who is just not drinking....

Glad you are back...

Don

[dexterhead]

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Hi Uni: I am with you ... F*&^ YOU, AL, you worthless, lazy arsehole

[lukalee]

Screw you AL

I feel the same way you do uni. I only drank 1 day in January, but then February I drank 7 days. I do not want March to be even worse. We can do this together!!!!

[universal]

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Thanks Lukalee - I wish I could say I only drank 7 days in January - more like I was only AF 7 days in January! But I am on the warpath against that bastard AL.........

[KateH1]

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Hi Uni,

Sorry you had a rough time. Glad you are back to being a non-drinker. It really is so much better living as a non-drinker............way better! We are all here to support you!

XXKateH

[gethinboy]

Screw you AL

gave up drinking for nearly 5 years. But im having trouble now.

[FinallyRN]

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Geez Uni,

See what you started here? You got everybody all worked up...........Good for you!

[universal]

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Hey RN - good............glad we're all worked up - It's time........who's in for trying to beat this damn beast???????