Thank you for your words and support. I was tempted to have a beer by the pool and came on-line instead, it really got me through it. I told my husband that I was dissapointed that he wasn't being as supportive as I had hoped and that to blatently have a drink in front of me was very difficult after only 3 days after out heart to heart. It made him think, I think. He wants me to win this but I guess when you don't have a problem, it is very hard to understand the addiction. He only had one beer by the pool and then later said that he was going downstairs to do some work. I know that he took a wine down there. I guess that I really need to be honest with him, not angry, not moody but raw honesty in that, I will struggle with this and if he wants to support me, I don't want him to drink around me. He is a very good man and I know he will do this for me. But I really can't thank you all enough, you all got me through those tempting hours last night. Tonight will be much the same, Friday night! So I will be logging on later. I love everyday being able to increase my al free day number. To all those starting out, you are here reading these messages of hope and that is the first step, keep reading and writing, it will give you power and change your mind set. I still have a 4 bottles of wine in the kitchen, I will get rid of them today.
See you at about 4pm my time... the witching hour...
See you at about 4pm my time... the witching hour...
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