hope everything is going well
I have been doing the meds for the past week and pleased to report i am doing well in the last 10 days had 6 af days and the other 4 really sucessful at moderating even survived a very busy days on saturday that involved 1 lunch in a bar a drink in the pub after football and drinks at friends house before a meal in a resturant , and even swapped glasses of wine with the friends husband you know those gold fish bowl ones that hold about three bottles full and we usually kid ourselves we are only having a glass well i knew i did not want to drink that much so ( did not have the desire)when he had drunk nearly all of his and i had only had a bit of mine I asked him to swap said I could not drink that much ( you should have seen my boyfriends face to hear me say that he does not know I am no the meds ! I am usually the girls doing an oliver twist, asking for more ) and came home from all that sober and happy rembered everything it was great.
Its like the meds lets you be a normal person and it makes me realise I am not a bad person but a sick person I don't choose to over drink it a chemical inbalance because if it was not the tablet would not make a differance and boy have they made a difference .I am not saying they are a miracle cure as I feel you still have to be self governng but its a big support. I am just waiting for my boyfrind to comment might take a few weeks we will see x
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