As I said in the other post, I had a glass of wine and a beer and then decided. Obviously, it wasn't a snap decision. But I didn't go out & buy anything else, so at least my place is AF!!
But now I'm feeling Bored. Although I'm watching TV and reading posts, I feel like if I were drinking at the same time, I wouldn't feel bored. I know this is nutty thinking! How would having a drink (while still watching TV and playing computer) change anything?!
I guess boredom is just another emotion that I have to find a way to deal with without resorting to alcohol. If I feel like this about a mild emotion like boredom, how am I going to react if I feel something strong like anger?
How can I already be wondering if I can do this when it's been only a partial day AF?
And as much as this is a great forum, it's kind of troubling to read about people on their 3-5th days with terrible cravings...
I'm not sure what I'm even asking.
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