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Kristen, Skip & Kirky

Please stay in touch and keep us posted. I wish you everything you wish for yourself.

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Hi Tawny

Thanks for that, it is needed for people to say keep in touch. Just a quickie as I have to go to work shortly. I am on day 10 now with no alcohol. Last night was the best sleep yet with only one nytol. Still tired though. The wife did not have to go and sleep in the other room which is a result. Hope everybody else is getting on OK. Cant wait till the tapes get here. Really going to do it this time

cheers

Kirky

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Peter,

I have been looking to see if you would come back, and delighted to see that you registered. Your story is very dear to me, as it reflects my life. Glad you can join us on this journey to improve the quality of our lives.

Good Day,
Miss Layla

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i am thinking of quitting and have found these stories inspiring

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Sav

welcome.

This is a good step for you to make. Dont know your details, but whatever they are I am sure that if you are inspired by the messages on these boards that you CAN like me put an end to the purgatory of drinking needlessly. I am on day 13 abs now and feel great. It can do it for you too. Good luck. Keep coming back

Kirky

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Sav, why not join us?! We are all on the same journey here to help ourselves. Best of luck. Miss Layla

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Kristen, Skip & Kirky,
Hi, guys. I posted my post, and then read this thread. It's amazing how we are able to be successful, respected, and yet find the time and have the need for the buzz.
Thanks for sharing, its very helpful to see my stroy written by another. I'm not alone....
Peggy

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Peggy, oh no your not. Gabby

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i am on day 7 of topamax now and still drinking, yikes. i have cut down alot however. has enyone else taken it and kept drinking at the same time or am i a freak? i can not seem to cut the desire to drink enough to stop even though i know i really need to do that. it is such a damm curse!!!
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Hi JB,
No, I am a freak right along with ya! Crazy I tell ya! What's wrong with us?

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needchange,
how long have you been on the topa. has it helped at all? what dosage are you taking?
JB

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Peggy, JB and NeedChange;

I agree with Gabby, you're NOT freaks! Welcome to the family. As a matter of fact you should be proud of yourselves for taking the first step and realizing that you need help....

I am looking forward to reading your future posts.

Brandy:h

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Hi JB and Peggy,

Just posted a tear of the complete story of me on a different thread and am an emotional wreck.

Peggy, thanks for your support.

JB, wow, LOL. I'm not good on the details. As a matter of fact, just went and purchashed 7 of those pill dividers so that I can put the supps and topamax into morn/mid-morn/lunch/dinner/bed only once a week for the whole week. As far as the dosage goes...I was up to 100mg then realized I was running out and had to cut back because (I'm getting them over the internet and last time it took about 10 daysfor them to deliver) I had to reorder and was hoping not to completely run out before the next supp. came. But, right before I cut back, I was noticing I wasn't drinking as much.

I probably shouldn't be playing doctor, but I am so ashamed about my addiction (This is a first, admitting this. Known it deep inside). I don't know, the first order came through fine, if I just plan a little better, follow the book...I don't know...

My thoughts are with you.

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BRANDY! Thank you for YOUR kind words and support!

Topa, Dopa!

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I've been on the topa for a couple of months now...up to 150mgs...I am still drinking although not as much as before but more than I would like. I am over all happy with where I am at at this point but still not where I want to be. The big problem with me it ME. It my lack of willpower and I know it. It it a habit that needs to be broken and I know it. It is a desire that needs to go away and I know it. I am taking all of the supps. I feel better than I've felt in years. I just can't for some reason just muster up the willpower and strength to just stop. Well, hubby just interupped my train of thought so I guess I'll just leave it at that.

Kat