When I'm told (whether by myself or someone else) you Need to get control over this, whether moderation (??) or AF... almost as soon as the thought crosses my mind, I want to "rebel" and buy something to drink.
I'm sure it's all related to the blasted addiction. If anyone has insight on how to overcome this IMMATURE reaction, please do tell! I need to be able to say to myself when I feel that rebellion - "wait a minute! This is something GOOD for you!!!"
I've heard/read somewhere that addictions to whatever can cause the person to kind of freeze in time and not mature. They are caught in that period of time where they started the addiction... If so, I'm about 15 y.o. (Living in a 55 y.o. body.)
Not good. Awareness is not enough for me. I am Great at analyzing things, even know what's best for me... but, in the case of alcohol, revert back to that rebellious teenager.
How to grow up??
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