It's all arrived! Just had two days of no drinking (rare) but today I had this 'ooh it's my last day...' thing going on.... mad. Anyway, all my supps are prepared for the next week in my little boxes. Feels a bit of an anticlimax... don't know why - maybe cos I'm scared I'll do my usual - I get all motivated, then after a while me motivation goes out the window..... I guess it would be a good idea to put how much this has cost me (in GBP's) by my computer at work... so it reminds me and I don't let it go to waste!!!!!!
I'm also worried I'm expecting too much... Happened with the anti-d's - years I was not great - then when I decided I was depressed - or actually, when I KNEW I was I didn't want to take tablets/go to the docs... in the end I realised that I may have too... when I did - did they work? well, not like I'd expected..... patience is a virtue - so they say!
I NEED this to work
- My Ma and Pa met in a pub - don't know how he drinks now as they split when I was two - but my Mum likes a bottle or two - mind you - it's quite weak wine - 7%! Nats pee! But... I HAVE gone down to 11.5%/12% the odd time - still... it's such a waste
Anyway - nuff of the self pity
Tomorrow is Day 1. Gonna go to bed tonight with the first hyno cd and take it from there. I'm not intending to Abs but mod would be fantastic. Also got the CD about social drinking.... need that! Today my mother said that at my nephews communion in two weeks my step dad would drive so 'we can drink - we'll probably need it....!' I said nothing....
No need to reply to this fellow mwo's .... Just to type this and offload is major. Course I'll be reporting back, even if no one's listening 
Paranoid - Moi? never!!
Thks for this board - thanks RJ for your book, your research, your time on this board and well.... this place seems to have attracted alot of very nice, down to earth, caring people... (and I've been on a few boards!!!!!)
It's 23.17 in the UK right now - think I miss out on the old chat room cos of the time difference.....
Think that's it... Gonna take my first Calms Forte before I hit the sack and do my hyno CD....
Night night campers....
I'm also worried I'm expecting too much... Happened with the anti-d's - years I was not great - then when I decided I was depressed - or actually, when I KNEW I was I didn't want to take tablets/go to the docs... in the end I realised that I may have too... when I did - did they work? well, not like I'd expected..... patience is a virtue - so they say!
I NEED this to work
- My Ma and Pa met in a pub - don't know how he drinks now as they split when I was two - but my Mum likes a bottle or two - mind you - it's quite weak wine - 7%! Nats pee! But... I HAVE gone down to 11.5%/12% the odd time - still... it's such a waste Anyway - nuff of the self pity
Tomorrow is Day 1. Gonna go to bed tonight with the first hyno cd and take it from there. I'm not intending to Abs but mod would be fantastic. Also got the CD about social drinking.... need that! Today my mother said that at my nephews communion in two weeks my step dad would drive so 'we can drink - we'll probably need it....!' I said nothing.... No need to reply to this fellow mwo's
.... Just to type this and offload is major. Course I'll be reporting back, even if no one's listening Paranoid - Moi? never!!Thks for this board - thanks RJ for your book, your research, your time on this board and well.... this place seems to have attracted alot of very nice, down to earth, caring people... (and I've been on a few boards!!!!!)
It's 23.17 in the UK right now - think I miss out on the old chat room cos of the time difference.....
Think that's it... Gonna take my first Calms Forte before I hit the sack and do my hyno CD....
Night night campers....
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