I am a bit disappointed tonight as in spite of my best intention to moderate or even be AF I have failed miserably. It seems I only have to be in the same room as a bottle of wine and I have a compulsion to drink it as fast as I can and find some more. Even though I have in my mind a concept of stopping it seems my body just goes about its business going to the supermarket buying milk, bread and more wine. How do you gain control over what you cannot control? Secretly I enjoyed it!! But I am disappointed in my self.
Miss M
I may have posted half of this before - but might have pressed something?
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