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[betty boop]

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Hi Dixie and to MWO .......

You sound really enthusiastic, and my best advice is to read here as much you can, not only will learn new ways to beat off the beast, you will also make new friends, and laugh a lot .........

Keep us posted,

Love & Hugs, BB xx Attached files [img]/converted_files/491400=3465-attachment.jpg[/img]

[Captnjack]

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Dixie welcome read read read and did i say read get the book by RJ and read it. It will change your life comming from the biggest booo hoo sceptic. It simply makes sense and more importantly is practical and gives you the tools to deal with this bugger.

Take care and everyone here is with you
Captn

[bald headed old guy]

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Congratulations Dixie on making though the "witching hour!" that is an INCREDIBLE step, and you should be proud of yourself!
Please keep us posted tomorrow and let us know how you are doing.
Stay Strong! you CAN do this!
BHOG

[jinja]

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Sorry to say Dixie, I'm a Brit in disguise - we've been here 10 years so maybe I can be an honorary South African. And yes, it is freezing here!! What with power cuts & gas shortages that are due to come, keeping warm will take a whole new agenda. I just hope they are going to be ready for the baby boom hitting before the end of the year! lol

Anyway, you sound very up beat!! Well done, especially with that wine in the fridge. My first job was to get a dry house. Hubby frowned, but if he wants wine in the evening he will get some for himself. As he regularly works late and is away alot, I don't have to sit and think 'yes or no'. Also, with the kids in bed I can't just go and get some so it's like a 7pm watershed. "Too late now, honey!! Stuck with no access!!" Suits me!!

Keep well & take care
xxx

[dixie]

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Tks for all the kind words. Am feeling gutted at the mo. I rescued 3 abandoned newborn kittens 2 days ago. The 1st died last night, the 2nd just now. Feel like shit and a fucking failure AGAIN BUT WILL NOT TOUCH A FUCKING DROP OF IT!
1 step forward, 19 steps back.

[dixie]

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Feels good to have a good sob. Maybe i'm also getting rid of all this mental strain I've been putting myself under and my kidneys hurt like hell. Poor little kittens

[dixie]

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Anyway, am shattered so off to bed with "The Book" to read. Hope you all have a good night/day wherever you are. Its so great to just release all this built up frustration/guilt/feeling ashamed.
Catch u in the am.
x

[jinja]

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Good morning Dixie. I'm sorry about the kittens. You just got to them too late!! You did your best - thats all anyone can do! I agree about sharing the burden of guilt & shame. It feels better knowing you are not alone with trying to deal with this Beast!! If you feel fragile & spooked - thats fine. Read the boards - there are so many familiar stories/situations. Take the positive energy & redirect it to yourself. You deserve it!!!

Take care & talk soon
x x x