I am drunk again, verry.

[matthen]

oh wow, how did this happen? so, i have been gone for 10 days or so, i went to my aunt' funeral. it was tough. but i don't think that is wwhat got me back to being a drunk.. i was clean for 9 days -- best 9 days for a long time. i do love this site. thanks for being there.

[greeneyes]

I am drunk again, verry.

Aw... Matthen. As the saying goes... pick yourself, dust yourself off, and start all over again. AND!!! Those 9 days are great!! Jump back on that horsey and ride! Giddeyup!

[Mohun]

I am drunk again, verry.

Hey Matthen. You know how good it feels being sober for 9 days. No hangovers, clearer mind. Think of all of the good stuff and get back to where life is better. I think most of us have fallen on our journey, but you have to keep trying.

[AMELIA]

I am drunk again, verry.

Matthen,
If you can do 9 days and they felt so fantastic,.....then you know you can do it again.
You have done it before. Just repeat what you did last time and think of ways to avoid a slip if those feelings come up. Loads of water and good food.
x

[tlrgs]

I am drunk again, verry.

just keep on saying yes i can and you know you have so yes you can..
peace and god bless

[matthen]

I am drunk again, verry.

thanks for the words of support, i just want out of this hell. right now i am pretty drink and it is only just after noon. i think i want to die, maybe. but don,t worrry, i will not be doing that. I have too much love for my family. thanks, matt

[wonderworld]

I am drunk again, verry.

Hey Matt -

I'm glad you checked in here. I had some pretty devastating setbacks early on. You can get back to those good AF feelings pretty, once you stop again, and it sounds like you will. Those 9 days started to show you how good you can feel. Keep posting and talking about what's happening. That's key. You will be okay. How much booze do you have left? Are you home safe? Do you want to stop now?
Love WW xox

[Accountable for Me]

I am drunk again, verry.

There is a way out of this hell. Dump out the alcohol, get some food in you, and drink plenty of water. Then take a nap.

You will feel better and can start your journey again.

Taking that first step is the hardest part, I believe. I had half a bottle of Vodka left Monday morning and had to force myself to dump it out. I was feeling horrid, but knew it was time. Time to end the madness.

Keep us posted as to how you are doing. You CAN do this again!

[keeta]

I am drunk again, verry.

matthen,

it is early enough in the day that you CAN turn it around.

Like AFM said, dump the booze(easier said than done, I know)...right now...get hydrated..and try to sleep to get the booze out of your system!

I am no saint...I have a case of beer in the fridge, and am already fighting the urge to pop a "cold one".

Why oh why do we keep repeating the same mistakes thinking the results will be different????

Show AL he can NOT ruin your day....dump it out....

sending you strength, hugs, and complete understanding.

love,
K

[matthen]

I am drunk again, verry.

thanks for the message, you are great! It is now about twenty minutes after one in the afternoon. I have ben drinking since 9:30 am. I definitely am not sure what this is all about. Oh wow, I want out of this hell. So sad and so sick. any advice?

[keeta]

I am drunk again, verry.

can you stop drinking now, matt?....before you get more out of control?

you are still reaching out for help..this is a good sign.....

keep posting...stay close...and start drinking water to flush your system out....
but please please, stop drinking now if you can.

[matthen]

I am drunk again, verry.

thanks Keeta, you are wise and beautifu. I am still drinking, but I do think that there is some end in sight. love to you and thanks for caring, Matt

[matthen]

I am drunk again, verry.

youn are so caring.. yes, i am home and safe. just booaing annd quite drunk. oh God i do hope to get out of this hell and I thank you so much for caring, Matt

[greeneyes]

I am drunk again, verry.

I really feel for you. You can stop drinking if you pour it out. DO NOT DRIVE. Pour it out. Eat some soup and go to bed. When you wake up in the middle of the night, do not drive. Let it be over.

[matthen]

I am drunk again, verry.

Oh God Wonder, you are beautiful, and thanks for caring about a hopeless drunk. i do hope to recover and thankks.